A messed up me.mean no harm nor disturbing: 2010

pagi indah pekebun anggur

Salam,

We meet again in the 3rd post of my jobless post series.So still in the first week of my jobless life.Still enjoying after school life.More or less it is more a holiday than just a break.More relax as no more academic thingy wait up front.More than a week since my last futsal recreation session with fellow Gen06.Really miss the session.Dunno when gonna meet bunch of people who really enjoy the game rather than make it competitive.

As my father easily get worried with my food intake,this morning I go for an exercise session.Spend 45 minutes walking around a large pond near Rembau.4 rounds of slow walk with a round at faster pace.Total of 3 sets this morning.Then some simple exercise.Plank sepam with 3 set of push up.In general my muscle already gone I think.Feel very tired and pain all over the body.Anyway those fellow 'farmers' bole la try to do some exercise.Just simple one.Make sure stretching first.Nanti ada balik jalan kengkang aku tak tanggung.

Anyway some of us already being wish good luck by Petronas personnel as we were not recommended.Including me.So just waiting for the final result and we will figure out what will happen next.There is a short list of several task need to be done.Report completion of study,get the result transcript,register with BEM before saying goodbye to my sponsor.For those yang cerai dah talak tiga,rezeki kita kt tmpat laen.Before geng yang depa simpan buat jadi gundik, kami mula cri keja dlu.If korang depa amik jadi bini,jangan lupa kat kawan2.Open table once in a while.Open table nasi minyak pun aku tak kesah.

That's it for this post.Just update bout my daily life jer.Takecare and get well soon untuk yang sakit.Yang residing kat flooded area jaga diri hangpa noh.Yang pergi bercuti naek bas,ensure experienced driver and healthy transport.Semoga berjumpa lagi.Tata titi tutu.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

rugi

Salam

Last Tuesday jadi end of student life at UTP.Year in year out, for not less than a decade of study come to an end.Now it is time to pray that it will be a glorious end.Anyway spending 5 years at UTP within the transition zone from teenage to adult, we always love to travel and discover.UTP located bukanlah kat pedalaman but fairly strategic location.Not too north neither too south.Less than an hour to highway exit.Pretty good.

Tourist attractions is not what Perak is lacking.There are various place offered you with various story and value to be visited.It is fair to say that a state with unique custom is a state with a lot of history.From waterfall to famous food,everything is there which also includes the Gerbang Malam.The night life might not be so attractive but it is pretty good.

Anyway I've been traveling for the sake of my future from south to north almost a decade.Spending almost 5 years in Perak alone.Somehow there is several place I'm didn't reach yet.Nearest to UTP, Kellie's Castle.I still cannot figure out why there's no memory can be left there.We are talking bout one of the most famous building in Perak.Wondering all the time.Pass through the building several time but did not make it even once.Came close on Tuesday but most of us are sleepyhead so it gets nowhere.Samdol betul.

Next place Pulau Pangkor.Reach there once during Outward Bound camp.So not much about visiting.More on survival camp.So no tour.Just get to go around the island.I just regularly miss the trip on a certain reason.Guess I'm not lucky.Should make it there later even though it does not look that interesting from far.Just pray that later it will be some improvement.

Last 2-3 days everybody is talking bout the interview result.Both results do bring some level of pleasure to us.I've tried few time this morning but still can't reach the department.Hoping for a good news but let's not hope it'll be a long period of waiting.By the way congratulation to everybody.All the best for future undertaking.

Friday, December 17, 2010

selamat sudah

Salam and good day,good evening,good night

Betol2 lame aku tinggalkan blog nih.Kaw2 cert punya lame.So to ensure aku akan ad keje semasa bergelar grape farmer, aku akan try tuk berkarya kat blog nih.Nukilan mungkin tak ilmiah as things getting stupid-er from a day to another.So just try to let loose the barrier all over our brain and envy the journey that life had to offer.Anyway ayat serupa bodoh lagik.

Tammat.Itu kata kunci untuk Disember 2010.Finally we put a nod on a journey which put us in a examination base education system."So sad,so sad,it is a sad sad situation" sebab kene berjauhan.Next month tak sure korang ada tuk pm aku ajak futsal.Tak bole ole orang and tak der orang nak ole aku.Dah takder touch rugby tuk menu fizikal di petang hari.Takla kene side step.Tak kene outrun.Sedih sial nak left the past behind.Everything is joyful and glorious.

Mid of December, duk tergolek kat rumah.Macam "SPM victim" gitu.Main fb skit2,twitter skit and fm2010 byk2.Sambil2 tggu lucky call offer keja.Alhamdulillah still ad space and time tuk aku merasai something yang people called as long holiday.Yang dah dapat keje,work smart and hard.Dah kaya, kawan2 aku doa panjang umo and cpt dpt jodoh.Especially brader2 jan06 IT and BIS.Betapa syoknye makan gulai2 dan laen2 menu yang segar.Klo menu katering pun tak kesah.

V5E-5-1,3,4 masih ada penghuni.Pencinta UTP.Sayang rumah tinggalkan,sayang utp musnahkan.Quote fresh from oven.Latest by 17 kami akan bercerai.Balik ke hometown masing2.Aku ingat 16 cabut arr.15 still ada paper exam so malas nak kaco parents suh fetch aku at station KTM seremban.Last trip for undergraduate naek ETS la.Anyway for future undertaking, good luck rakan-rakan.Semoga panjang umo n murah joki.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

aku masih tak faham

Salam

Weekend minggu ke 12 semester akhir.Alhamdulillah dah nak penghujung pengajian kat UTP.With a lot of uncertainty, to finish this program with some ease is something that will delight everyone.Berita baik pagi ini is scholar was ban-in to our account.Do spend and enjoy the money wisely.So today boleh la kua Ipoh, wayang sepam, makan kat McD/Kenny Rogers/Beger King/Pizza Hut or KFC.Tak maw fast food?Nasi lemak ayam golek ader, sea food restaurant kat Lumut pun banyak or just makan western kt V5.

Anyway aku dah 5 tahun kat UTP and yet aku tak faham kenapa ada pihak yang masih and perhaps tetap akan oppose certain things yang cuba government jalankan.Perhaps one of the occasion diorang oppose memang insulting tapi yet another one most of us, majority tak nampak lagi benefit that project.A 100 story mega structure was propose by PM in the budget recently and it does not make a week for people to make a page in FB stating they are against it.

Back then people opposing the built of KLCC and yet it prove to be a hit among tourist and it do bringing in some fresh looks to M'sia image to the world.I don't have the brain of Tun M but I do believe in his thinking.I do believe he have an outstanding capability to look into something and ventures the opportunity.He's a good leader.A great planner.He do believe that the RM 5 billion structure will help to improve our economy and so do I.Perhaps he can give some talk or write some post about this project.M'sians should see how it can affect M'sian economy.

Enough regarding to the project and talk about some people here.Few years back aku still ingat masa Tun M bagi talk and ada Q&A session ada senior tanya soalan yang aku rasa insulting.Aku tak sure mane facts tuh diorang amik tapi aku rasa fact tu ridiculous.For most of us yang born from early 1980's we grown up under quite and kind of harmony atmosphere under Tun as the PM.No turmoil or massacre.Be grateful.Somehow I think this perception, the mind set do absorb by other student nowadays. It is inflicting a close minded thinking on most of government idea and decision.

From my point of view we have a whole lot of issues to be discussed.A lot of moral and ethic issues.Learning Mathematics and Science in English.Stating several of it and praying that people should pay more attention on those issues.Until further clarification, the mega structure is something we should look after and not against it.Keep the nonsense activity with FB status and page.If you are a top notch economist or brainier your opinion might be worth thinking but you are not there yet.I'm not looking down but we almost at the same level.I keep my mind open and I do love to see M'sia move forward despite several backward decision for career sake.

W'Salam.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

masuk gear reverse

Salam,

It's been a while since the last time I talk about ridiculous issue in the country.After several month in silence they back with more detail plan to switch from English to Malay language for Science and Mathematics.A step which I describe as fool.Once again I look this as a step backward from the fast track to be a developed country.Perhaps 10 years from now most of us will realize how our whining habit affecting nation's ambition.Halting more than just steady progress under legendary Tun M.A decision that from my point of view as a step to increase popularity rather than an effort to stir our country towards vision 2020.

Around 6 century ago when we first being attacked by Portuguese, they come with gun and basic artillery.Malacca later fall to Portuguese and the colonialism continue till 1957.The condition is not that good for the Borneo and Singapore.During the 15th century, European already come to us with weapon that show the development they have in a field called as engineering.What do we have in engineering?This is a wide field of knowledge that consist of mathematics and science.Using appropriate approach we can use potential energy as a devastating weapon to destroy any obstacle to achieve our target.At the same time, we were still fighting using the traditional weapon.A weapon that is effective for short range battle.

Enough with the history.After years of hard work we were at the right track.Tun had done everything he can.He implement a lot of think.Realizing that it will be hard to catch up with the other nation unless we master things that they have.He come with the idea look to the east.He want us to be like them.He want Malaysian to be hard working,creative,innovative and many more traits that can propel us to victory.

Next thing is implementing the teaching of Math and Science in English.Is there any reason it can success?Yes it is.English education was proven not a barrier to our past leader and some of our parents.Does they have appropriate exposure to English in pre-school?No they are not.Do they have work book?I do believe they do not.Do they have all the mass media?No they are not.Why they can success?They have the determination.They had live through such a hard life.Our grandparents struggle to raise them.They not gonna let us live a hard life like they had.Then why we can not?Because we are not a worthy winner but instead a whiner.

Does learning in English help in other aspect of life?Yes it does.It can help to close the gap between races.How it does?It will move us towards a single lane rather than keep on lying on our state of origin.A way to ensure 1Malaysia a success.English is much more than just Math and Science.This benefit and impact can only be evaluated by the students today once they become a parents.They'll realize how important it is English in their life.

Somehow people feeling is politician playground.As long as they can satisfy ur needs and you vote them than it is more than enough.Who were losing?We were losing.We lost the pace.We lost a lot while they do gain something from our lack of fighting and determination and lot of whining.Somehow it is less likely to see some politician to stick out their neck and stand still after this approach.Furthermore the ideology is something shared by the opposition coalition leader.An aspect that show they aren't care about nation development.Gosh politic always about foul play and dirty tactics.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Pesta Konvo kali ke 10

Salam,

Kabare my beloved readers?I hope all of you are in a pink of health.From 14th to 17th dekat UTP ada Pesta Konvo kali ke 10.Untuk aku nanti akan jadi kali ke 11.Kali ke 11 ditahun 2011.Masih style.Lagi style buat masa 11 November 2011.So UTP tolong pertimbangkan tarikh ini untuk kitorang.

Bile ada majlis keraian camnih mesti orang akan carik yang special.Second paragraph kita check it out with perkara yang best.Bare in minds this is from my taste.Also remind that fast food is not considered here.

1)Warung Hang Jerami
Yang best: - Chicken wings.Cukup syarat.Ada rase spicy and sweet.Not forgotten the smoky taste.Cost at RM1.50 a piece.Take 3 plus a cup of drink at RM5.Good bargain.
Boleh cuba: - Steamboat economy.Sos pedas die memang kaw.Yesterday aku makan aku suh tauke campur-campur sos and hasil memang berapi.Tahap berapi depend kuat mane korang makan cili.

2)Ice cream made from milk
Perisa best: - Vanilla with green tea and vanilla with chocolate.Highlight untuk gerai ini just aiskrim are made from milk.Confirm tak kene frost bite.Those who watch Family Outing korang akan perasan an episode breakfast diorang makan ice cream made from fresh milk that being battered.Memang physically nampak camtu.Cone will never get too soft coz tak banyak air.Even melted pun still very thick.Tak meleleh sangat.Just Nice.

Other than that ada spring potato cam kat nite market.Juga ada bihun sup and kue tiaw.Which is the best kue tiaw aku tak taw coz aku tak try either one.

Dalam event besar camnih will never get away from criticism.You got various concept from years to years and yet your concept might not looks to appealing to some people.However yet I want to congratulate them for their good intention.however a lot more for you to consider.Never make people look to dumb ass fool.Try another approach next year.I'll come with a good luck first.Anyway ini my critique after tonight session.

1)Master of ceremony
This time exclusively master sangat suck.Mister not so bad.Overall you should practice more.Really get to know VIP.Important sangat VIP tuh.Maybe kurang important kalo korang scholar PAMa or other scholar.Somehow still devastating.Script dalam Malay's language pun caca merba.So part nih revise la elok-elok.Selection pun pilih la lebey baek.

2)Sound system
Frust sikit time Zamani perform base terlalu kuat.Speaker tak arrange untuk produce more surround system.Arragement speaker similar to CH will not and never suit for entertainment.Whether it is music, movie or what soever.We should understand that only when the similar type of wave overlap then it will amplified the effect.Agak kecewa dengan kualiti kali ni.

3)Price agak ridongkeyleous
Makanan mahal.Itu jer.End of story.

4)Takde kayak or sukan air
Aku tak penah jadi komiti and yet aku taw susah nak handle things when it is at a various venue.Somehow kayaking memang prfitable untuk organizer.Located kat depan memang akan jadi tumpuan.So next year tolong jangan miss that thing.Dengan proper parking yang available and good weather you miss the chance to score some serious money.Hopefully next year ada kayak and other sukan air.At least tak pat naek dengan buah hati boleh aku naik sorang or dengan member.

So kita harap ada improvement ditahun depan.Untuk yang dah belanja sakan jimat cermat for another week.Harap-harap bapak angkat tak lupa bank in on time.Yang dah kerja and kaya raya, boleh sambung habiskan duit lagi esok.Untuk fan Hattan please karok and hafal lirik secukupnya malam nih.All da best untuk yang ada seribu satu kerja menanti.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

still stubborn

Salam

Recently we were shocked with the massacre from accident at the North South Expressway.Walk down the decade we still can found various cases related to express buses.They aren't just hitting the barrier or colliding to each other but in the same time threaten and harm the other road users.Once, to take a ride on a bus also give me a chill.It made me think twice whether to ride a bus or go for other public transport.Since that I do not posses a vehicle,bus still provide the widest coverage of destination with sometimes not so reasonable price and irrelevant departure and arrival time.

My last long trip with a bus was to Kedah more than a year back.Today I only willing to travel by express bus either by Mara Liner or Transnasional. ^ years back I do travel using buses under Cepat Ekspress and Sutera.Somehow I often found that my trip that should me 8 hours or more to be cut short to 4 or maximum 6 hours.With an hour spend at unofficial RnR stop the trip should not be that short.However at night they were the king of the road.None of the law enforcer were there from midnight to early morning.

As far as I concern my company of choice do obey to regulation of using two drivers for long distance trip.A single drive might not make it if they need to travel triple times a day with a space of 4-6 hours.People always talked about the stories driver taking all this illegal substance to keep on driving all night long.However they aren't the one should be blame.They were trying to keep up with this demanding living cost.Their pay check doesn't allow them to took too much time away or else they might find themselves being pinned by some parties of money lenders for the sake of their family.

Still need some parties to be blame then we have two options.The governing body and the company itself.There's sticker at each heavy vehicle regarding to the speed limit and yet they aren't always restricted by the law.Why this is happen?First it is the attitude of the driver and second there is less law enforcer on the road ready to hit the company hard.Often being hit was the driver.Governing body should spend more time on the road, regular monitor on driver condition and how they were driving.Hit hard the company for their negligence.Black box are useless and yet the company will keep on running their services because the driver will be blame.

Pointing finger to the company is the other option.What they had done wrong?First they might not scheduling 2 driver for the trip that deserve two.Seconds they aren't monitoring their driver very well in term of attitude on the road while driving.Third they are less concern regarding to their driver health conditions whether they are fit enough to make the trip.People who often travelling by bus will find that drivers usually a heavy smoker.After years making the trip is it possible they were still in the same condition with rarely sufficient amount of rest.I don't think so.They are facing possibility of various health problem as a result of excessive smoking and inconsistent rest.It should be a must for the driver to take regular health check to ensure they are in a pink of health.

Annually, accident involving buses are taking more than dozen of lives in Malaysia alone.With all the attitude and enforcement of law issues, the number might be on a rise year after year from today.Significant improvement required from the responsible parties in order to ensure that it does not reach a point where people lost the confidence in public transport.we were losing a lot of human capital in each lives that is taken from the incident.Hope the inquiry for the latest cases will come out as a led to a better future in public transport industry.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

model dulu

Salam,

Pada masa dan ketika ini mata memang mengantuk.Puas bertengkus lumus untuk poster for the last 120 hours.While preparing poster ter-browse through folder-folder picture kat dalam HDD.Folder picture kat Papan Waterfalls catch my eyes.This is one of the last photograph I capture using DSLR.Gambar seperti dibawah.However pose-pose memang tak menarik coz model sume veteran and takde payment.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

a blessing in syawal

Salam,

Blog betul-betul bersawang aku tinggalkan.Last post before raya and then I go into hiatus for almost a month.Semester da more than hlafway through.Ada around a week to get the result and print out the the poster.Somehow the best news available is scholar was bank-in by sponsor on Friday.What a great news to most of us.

Anyway duit scholar pun aku da gune tuk beli printer.Along with modification makan la couple of hundreds.Ready to print out the report and dissertation.Somehow none of it are yet to be finish.Budget for food already allocated and I left nothing for entertainment and some shopping during convo.Anyway none knows what's waiting at the convofair so let's time decide how to get some money.

So yesterday bangun pagi sebab nak kua Ipoh beli printer.Instead of mandi bukak email and Fb dlu.Bukak emel hati terus berbunga tapi bukan berbunga sebab ada bunga hantar emel neither aku nih mat bunga.Dapat emel called for Baker and Hughes assessment.Go through the whole name list, total dalam 1/3 dari the whole Jan06 rasenye.Sume field engineering pun ade.Tengok list sume pun mantap.Cam aku jer yang lemau.Tapi have a go.So ini first shot.PETRONAS pun tak value aku setinggi nih.

Anyway assessment tuh 6th October jadi tambah lagi satu priority in this week list to do selain test esok malam and fyp.Assignment PUS akan terabai.Anak tirikan PUS sebab kelas die mengkonpiuskan dan menekan jiwa dan perasaan.Of course aku belum study untuk test esok.Assignment OM pun tak copy lagi jawapan.Sume kita akan usahakan today.Untuk rakan-rakan se-Chemi sekalian selamat work hard tuk FYP.Semoga dapat masuk EDX sumenye.Akhir kata:

Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara

Sunday, October 3, 2010

raya,raya dan raya lagi

Salam

Kurang 48 jam untuk meraikan Aidilfitri (bukan aidil zafuan).Ramadhan Al-Mubarak berlalu datang Aidilfitri yang dinanti.Siapa yang menanti?Itu yang kite tak taw.Mungkin penerima duet raya,mungkin kaki-kaki ponteng puasa and mungkin budak-budak dan mak bapak yang segak bergaya.Somehow buat yang kehilangan orang yang tersayang, yang baru ataupun lama, tabahkan hati dan majulah kehadapan.

Tak kira usia atau latar belakang,Aidilfitri cuba kita sambut dengan meriah dan penuh kelainan.Pasaraya penuh dengan orang shopping sakan.Uptown pun penuh.Bundle juga penuh.Borong sakan tak kurang meriah.Tidak ketinggalan lorong-lorong dan kedai-kedai sempit.Dari pakaian dalam sampai ke skirting kereta or sport rim motor, semua pun disiapkan untuk beraya.So raya memang meriah.Lebih meriah sebab semua kaum pun celebrate.Tak kisah status dalam strata ekonomi,janji semua boleh makan dan bergumbira.

Ape anda sediakan untuk diri sendiri raya ini?Aku tak buat baju melayu coz fund limited.Furthermore baju last year pun cukup menghelit at least sampai raya haji.T-shirt mahupun shirt juga aku tak beli.Bukan tak menarik cuma memang tak maw beli kot.Sesi beli belah dengan brothers arituh end up dgn selai cotton pants and selai slack.Untuk melengkapkan persiapan Aidilfitri arinih and semalam aku beli syampu head and shoulder juga garnier for men,icy scrubs.Rasenye cukup berseri untuk raya nanti.Tiada kelemumur dan juga bintik hitam.Serupa tagline iklan toiletries.

Anyway tak maw sentuh pasal pemakanan coz belum raya lagi makan da heaven kat rumah.bubur pulut hitam da dapat,kuah durian juga dapat and next kuih2 and kek2 sempena raya.Cukup syarat tuk naek berat badan.Bersempena dengan pos nih aku nak ucap selamat hari raya.Aku gak nak susun 10 jari pohon maaf zahir dan batin.If ad termakan biskut ker,roti ke,terambil paper,mintak halalkan.Let's say nak tuntut jumpa lepas raya.Untuk yang menuntut nak rasa masakan aku pun lepas raya.Ingatkan selalu.Bagi yang diperantauan, maybe nex year beraya di Malaysia lak.Untuk abang2 dan akak2 graduan ICT and BIS batch Jan06, boleh ringan-ringankan beban kitorang dengan sedikit duit raya.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

pulang beraya

Salam and good day.

Al-kisahnya this year is the first ever year yang aku balik raya awal.Previously due to the fact I'm not staying as far as I want,it always a thing that I exercise very often to be at home a day or two before raya.Iftar with family will always be welcome but soon the opportunity might not come at all.So another way to prepare urself for future living.Ridiculous but it doesn't mean I didn't love my family.

So aku balik naek ETS.Untuk yang dah naik tahniah.Untuk yang belum naik boleh try.Not a full bullet train maybe the railway is more or less similar to the highway.A lot of corner and in some part, the wear and tear is very bad.Especially in Klang Valley area where train and komuter work one of the main transport medium.Generally everything is fabulous since it was a new coach.The highest speed it reaches yesterday is 146 km/h.It takes 2 hours to reach KL Sentral and around 45 minutes from there to Seremban.Convenience?OF course.There is place to but food and beverages.However it was fasting month so they just sell it from coach to coach.There are stewards and stewardess.Somehow aku jumpe sorang je.Cun?Not so bad.A bit better than so-so type.Conclusion sape nak balik KL/Seremban,dating kt KL,interview kt KL or buang mase kt KL boleh naek ETS.Tiket sampai Sentral RM 29.Klo ada time constrain sangat digalakkan.Tapi untuk yang poket nipis naeklah shuttle biase.

Cukup pasal train kite move on ke aktiviti dirumah.Tired?100 percent sure.After break-fast and prayer, aku take a nap.Not really a nap but more to a short sleep for an hour and a half.Then bangun setup wireless router kat rumah.After that tengok mak and angah berusaha buat kuih bangkit.Since boleh tekap-tekap aku join venture production line.Aku jump to ending aku discover that aku ada bekat tuk tekap kuih bangkit.Pretty good tuk after final exam part-time.Anyway rupa paras kuih tuh kurang tapi rase still tasty.

Tomorrow aku kena hantar kete servis.So excessive sleeping after subuh is not allowed.What a disaster.Mak cakap enough cookies for this raya.Begin on wednesday nite buat kek pulak.As usual selera terhadap kek takkan dapat dibendung.Kek buah,kek coklat,cheese cake,kek lapis masam manis and butter cake.Suma pun ada kat rumah.Tuk my reader boleh la datang rumah klo nak rase.Nak bawak balik UTP xpat la kot sebab aku balik naek pengangkutan awam.Furthermore aku balik awal.So yang kat rumah jangan main mercun excessively.Hilang jari tanggung sendiri.

Tatatititutu...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

222

Salam

Ini entry number 222.Dah lame aku tinggalkan blog untuk kesenangan dan ketenangan personal life.Actually ada banyak things nak tulis kat sini tapi aku lost of interest kat blog nih for the moment.Actually dis post hang for more than a week.Since aku diberi pinjaman umur dari ALLAH lebih lama jadi aku abiskan jugak post ke 222 sempena my 22nd birthday.Alhamdulillah,pinjaman ini aku cuba gunakan untuk tebus salah masa silam.

It's almost half past Ramadhan and it means I'm nearer to the due date of both project.Aku cuba progress,as progressive as I can be.Hope a lot can be finished before Raya holiday.2 weeks break will be too long and for sure I'll lost momentum.

At the point this blog post being continued, a week left before raya.Yesterday I've had spent 7 hours away from UTP,hitting 3 clothing stores and bought 2 pairs of trousers.Along our quartet made the mall a bit more crowded.For sure it won't cost them a fortune.Since this post had been broken down into three or more attempt to finish it so previous 2 para might not or might be related to this latest written post.

This Ramadhan it help me learn a thing in particular,many things overall.First of all I learn the meaning of cooking for people whom live a round you and whom you share you burden,happy moment and pretty much everything.Even though you don't have a blood ties.Cooking is more than a manifestation of your skills or to fulfill you empty stomach.Cooking is a way to show you care and you love for the others.It turn you into a potential perfectionist coz you're trying to provide the best.No wonder our mom never ever say a thing when we ask to cook something coz she loved us so much.Perhaps seeing us eat the food provide more filling rather than having the food herself.Anyway that is the things I just realize today.Thanx ALLAH for giving me the chance to learn a new thing everyday.

I'm heading back to my hometown this Saturday with ETS.Electronic Train Service.Rumors the got stewardess in the train.So let me try and experience it first.Maybe a soon a journey to my hometown is viable through train.Somehow it might not be until the end of this year.Proposed station near my house is still and empty land.Anyway before we heading back home,I'm asking for forgiveness and wishing you Selamat Hari Raya.Next year bagi duit raya no~~

Thursday, September 2, 2010

ntah la

Salam

Aku baru je sudah masak.Sardin goreng and sayur campur.So bukak fb yang memang aku minati terbaca thing yang aku tak sure itu atas dasar memang menentang kerajaan or setelah berfikir rasional dari segala aspek.Aku tak kata salah tapi boleh fikir lebih jauh dan rasional maybe rather than keep on go against the decision.

Gula dan kencing manis.Direct relation.Further impact will include many other diseases.Carbo that left in our body will later turn into fat that can store a certain other vitamins that in long term will turn poisonous.Almost no food in this world are created to be taken excessively.Impak kencing manis memang tak payah disebut and I'm not gonna pray for you but I wish you will suffer to realize how rational the reason being given by the government.Furthermore sugar is not the only food that provide direct source of energy.You still get carbo from rice,fruit and some vege.It may not in term of glucose but other types such as lactose,fructose and other.

I don't really into discussing about other question that arise regarding to baby milk.I still remember reading that an infant will be breastfed till 2 years of age.So question regarding to feed a baby with equipment such as pump and container are there.Government should enforce the rule to provide working mothers with the space for all this breastfeeding thing.Don't said you're a victim when you don't really appreciate what had been created and given by ALLAH.Furthermore no other milk is better than mother's milk.People refuse or don;t breastfeed for their own reason and perhaps all the expenses and consequences are a result of being ungrateful.

Anyway at this very beautiful 1st day of semester,hatred is not something I want to welcome.However for those who is against the government don't be ridiculous and try to pull out ridiculous question.Just think further down the line since that I think you're good enough to be stupid.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Still breathing and thinking

Salam

Tomorrow will mark the beginning of my final semester as an undergraduate student in this university.For the past 4 and a half years I've gone through various experience that teach a lot of lessons.Anyway tonite kinda make me feel sad.All the sad memory just came through and yet make me feel very grateful for all the memory.In this post I'll drive through my memory lane

All my schooldays,

I used to believe that I'm one of the best

and yet

I settled down in the middle group of high flyers

At the very beginning of a teenagers,

I have all this enthusiast about love

I used to be a lover

I used to be a loser

I used to be a very bright boy

and now I settled as

a low self-esteem loser

a man who get used to be rejected

a man whom feel very grateful that he's still have the blessing from ALLAH

a man who still have the love from his friends and family

In middle as a undergraduate student,

I think I will settled down as a low ranked student

released by 'parent company' and try to be a teacher

and yet

I think there's a long way ahead

I feel there's more room for improvement for success

I no more in love of the capitalist economy system

Yet there are a lot more to come.I'm very grateful of all the moment of happiness and all the pain.I pray my friends always pray for me and wishing you all the best.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

final semester

Salam

Tomorrow,26th of July beginning of the last chapter of my undergraduate studies.At this point of time I'm just have the feel of last weekend of my holiday.A really exceptional holiday despite the fact of load of task awaiting up front.Anyway the above trio is a picture I snap during my last visit at Cameron.It's been a while since the last time I've been using the DSLR and it kinda looks good.However there's no intention to write a full page-length story.For my beloved readers,whom will begin the final quest tomorrow I'm wishing you good luck.Lets finish it with flying colours and flourish our semester with unforgettable memory.

219

Salam

Today, 16th of July 2010 result for semester Jan 2010 had been released.Alhamdulillah.Everything lye within the range.Thank you for everyone.Every single person whom had spent a moment to help and pray for me.Thanks to brothers and geng main petang.Upcoming sem kita sambung main lagi.

Anyway lately there's something had been very significant.It really touched me from the inside.However when I think rationally, I realize that I was no one.None that should gain something extra from any aspect.We were flying our own kite and the wind just keep blowing and watch yours instead of chit-chatting.Anyway it'll be just fine and it is only a matter of time.I need to get rid the remaining feeling.Maybe I can see you once again when I'm no more a undergraduate.I'll do my best to play it simple.No need to worry about me.I wish you all the best.

That's all for this entry.Despite feeling happy there's something touched me and make me feel a bit lonely and sad.All the best to remaining Jan06 in UTP.Enjoy undergraduate life to fullest.

Friday, July 16, 2010

messing up the education

Salam

Flow of post in this blog is really slow.I begin to lost a bit of passion.Not sure either it is the passion is losing or I begin to feel bored with the issues being discuss in the media all day long.Anyway post kali ni nak cakap sikit pasal usul to get rid of UPSR and PMR and to be replace by school assessment which from my opinion is ridiculous.It is as ridiculous as trying to pay teacher base on performance.

Point of view aku this thing came cross probably due to the fact that for 2 consecutive years public exam is free which saw burst in annual budget.They got no income but yet to pay questions maker and marker.They still need to print the question.Pay for the invigilators.With so much to be paid and no side income to support this really make sense.Previously we were paying 20 bucks for PMR and 100++ for SPM (depend on the subject).A minimum of 100 will poke in not less 5 million to the fund which will turn to pay the workers.With both SPM and STPM are international standard assessment then you might have a figure on how much they were paid.

How they might do it with school assessment is still a question.It needs to be standardize or else they will be biased on any part of Malaysia.Usually teachers tend to put more question that suit their students which might possibly be a simpler one.This might create a problem when we want to rank the students to be selected to boarding school.It will be much more complicated when it comes to which field you should go after PMR.School does not have the authority to remove student unless with disciplinary reason.A possible solution is parents need to be brief and advice on all the possible field their children might choose after form 3.They can go to Vocational or Technical school to earn some skills rather than taking the head-bursting fields of pure science,literature and others.

Previous two para is only on possible cause and solution.Ungrateful parents might want to see it remove while the fact that they pay nothing for the exam is still there.The thing is they might see the education nowadays is too much to be bear by their children which from my point of view is true.Extended school hours left students with less leisure time.This further packed by other co-curricular and extra classes either at school or at home.Education system need a whole review with discussion from teachers,parents and assessment body.Politician and ministry should not interfere cause it will disrupt the harmony.Opinion from lecturers and any researchers should come later before a new guidelines were to be release.Often happen decision is made from people whom might not spend more than 10 years in teaching school.They are the brilliant of the past the survive from the system and yet their family fail to conquer the current system.

~renung-renungkan dan selamat berkerja~

Friday, July 2, 2010

devastating,humiliating

Salam

How are you guys?I wish everyone is in a pink of health.Football fever is not over yet.We are moving into a stage where more upset and surprise is expected.However less could happen.Two more match left for the 2nd round with will result in the final match for quarter final.Brazil,Argentina,Holland and Germany all move with ease in their respective match.However Germany and Argentina respective match was marred with poor refereeing which people describe as one of the turning point in the match.It also result in probably, banned of giant screen replay in the stadium which in this case embarrassing the governing body.Anyway at this stage we should forget about sportsmanship and honesty and it is the pride and glory that come first.

Lampards' disallowed goals against Germany saw change in tactic that led to a couple more goals from Muller.In another match Tevez scored a goal from an offside position.In a competition we sometimes need to let go sportsmanship for glory.The players might admit it after the match if they win and possibly deny it if they are at the losing end.Since that I don't watch Argies and Mexican match, I can't comment much like the classic Germany against England that saw goals flow at one end.

It is hard to settle down when you were two goals down and your opponents are better in physical which is in this case in term of pace and height.I've had come across this scenario once when we played against the army and being hit by two tries in a quick succession.It is depressing and we keep pointing finger to each others.We only clawed our way back only for the game to be ended with an ugly incident.The more experienced England lack of height in their forward and pace in the defense.They push up their defenders and saw their goals were torn apart by opponents.The change in tactic was a result of cancellation of the goal in the first half.

People might blame other things but I do believe the un-awarded goal is the turning point.With some players are ineffectual in the system, no revamp can correct the damage that already being done.Combination on the left side of the team is lacking something while there's lack of pace and physical on the right side.Anyway lets pray that this incident won't happen again in the quarter final.FIFA will only have themselves to blame for the cup at the end.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

surat buat ayahanda

Salam,

ke hadapan ayahanda,ESU ibni Petronas

Selamat hari bapa anakanda, anak-anak tajaan ESU ucapkan

adalah dengan ini anakanda ingin bertanya

apa sepurnama lagi baru tajaan akan masukah?

apa berkira barang dihulur beberapa ratus dahulu buat belanja wahai ayahanda

sesungguhnya sudah ramai poket sudah kering dan gering ketiadaan wang

harap dengan ucapan hari bapa,

dapatlah ayahanda mempercepatkan kemasukan tajaan

Yang benar,

->anak-anak tajaan ESU

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

bosan lagi

Salam,

Cuti sem yang bosan sebab aku takde duit.I lost my interest untuk tengok muvie and so on despite skrin baru bersaiz 20 inci dengan input DVI instead of VGA.HDMI belum mampu lagi.Bosan ini gagal di-cure oleh menu-menu hebat air tangan ibunda juga buah-buahan tempatan.Ini kerana aku nak kena control food intake dan juga sore throat.Indication yang aku akan batuk tidak lame lagi.Intake rambutan terpaksa dihentikan seketika.

FYP masih disitu.Mungkin tetap disitu.It depends sekuat mana nafsu serakah aku untuk menyetelkan FYP.Somehow FYP mmg tak appealing untuk nafsu serakah aku.Propaganda bekerjaya untuk hidup selesa oleh ahli ekonomi kapitalis memang menyusahkan.Sedangkan hidup bersederhana lebih mudah dicapai tanpa perlu mengorbankan hidup muda.Bukankah sederhana itu lebih bagus.Sometimes dasar ekonomi sosialis lebih bagus pada kaca mata aku.Fair and square.

Since demam World Cup, klinik tetap tak kaya coz diorang tak amik ubat.Yang banyak orang amik medical certificate tipu.Still klinik buat duit.Cuma integriti akan dipersoalkan.Upset memang banyak.Modern football won't allow beautiful to be the best all the time.The beast and brute have the chance to be at top.Ageing horses of Italy still have uncertain future.Blues for les Blues.South American keep on flying high.Argentina, Paraguay and Brazil are on high note.Bukan high sebab weed or hidu gam or hidu taik lembu.

Despite demam yang memang ada once in a while macam serangan belalang juta, cendikiawan dan pemimpin Malaysia tetap cuba mewujudkan isu yang tak hangat and tak berapa ridiculous so that the attention is still there on them.Since aku kenal politik Malaysia, sembang pung pang pung pang memang common sejak Tun Mahathir turun.Bosan?Certainly.Bodoh?Pun certain for politician on both side.Tak semua tapi lot of.Tapi still buat aku bosan sebab aku dah mual dengan semua tuh.

To date,only twice I had cooked for myself and family.Nowadays my parents dah tak balik untuk lunch.My dad were assigned as headmaster at a school 60km away for almost a year.My mom is busy with her area of responsibility which recently added with the fool thing of NKRA.Memang kapitalis betul dasar pelik.Langsung tak menekankan nilai-nilai kekeluargaan.Semua ini yang at the end result in increase on social problems cases,head shot by policemen and so many others.This thing need to be change.

Nampaknya nafsu amarah yang datang.Persetankan mana-mana nafsu yang datang.Ada nafsu makan pun dah cukup.Anyway konklusi aku harapkan incik ESU akan masukkan duit segera.Aku dikekang dek sebab ketiadaan duit.Hajat nak beli HP kene delay tapi yet I need a proper gadget to listen to music and radio with wifi or any other possible entertainment source.

~Majulah Durian untuk Negara~

Monday, June 21, 2010

entry no 213

Salam,

With this latest entry I'm moving an inch nearer to the third century of entry for my blog.I had been very quiet lately.Not much to be written in this virtual world.Actual world life offered a wider and wealth of things to be learn and experienced.I haven't meet any problematic pathetic conflict lately.The few things that I concern are my FYP, my weight and the upcoming 3 or 4 weeks of my holiday.

Anyway last week, me and my family went for a vacation in Terengganu.It is a vacation and not a shopping trip.We visited the Taman Tamadun Islam, Tasik Kenyir, a few beaches and stops at few interesting places.Aftery almost 4 years, there is significant development in the city.If all the project are completed in the next couple of years, Kuala Terengganu might justified why it was chose as a city.

A few highlight in my trip are lemang Kijal, air nira, lempeng kelapa Kemasik and salak Kenyir.Terengganu always being famous for seafood product expecially keropok lekor.However during my last visit in 2006 we found that it offers more than just keropok.The stall is on the both side of the road.Last time my mom's bought the lemang from stall no 14 on the right hand side.The taste is just wonderful.awesome.amazing and much more.My mom also bought 4 coconut jelly and a kilo of mango.

Move on we'll arrive at Kemasik where you can find an R'n'R on the right hand side of the road.It offers you lempeng kelapa or coconut pancake.The coconut is grated and the pancake is a bit thick.You can eat it on its own or with curry.I'm not very sure about the price but I think it is slightly above 1 ringgit.Up north, we stop on the road side to bought air nira.The chilled air nira taste awesome.Sweet and sour taste with effect of eating tapai.The juice itself might undergo fermentation on its own.However it won't make you feel dizzy or make you drunk.

On our way to Tasik Kenyir we find people selling buah salak.Fresh from farm at a price of RM 7.Since that we just going for a visit than we just snap some picture at the lake.On the way back we bought a kilo of salak at the first stall.Then we stop at another stall and bought another 2 kilos.Fresh salak taste just good.I spent most of the trip eating the fruit.Then our next stop is Taman Tamadun Islam where the mosque made from crystal lye. The place is awesome with sea breeze.Perhaps the latest attraction is the one of the memorable left over from Pak Lahs' dynasty.Other than the mosque you can visit thegarden with mosque replice from all over the world.

The worst part in my entry is the last part.I hate to close but I need to because a lot of durian waiting to be picked by me.So till we meet again.anyone who had a lot of freetime, then you should visit Terengganu and go for the found attraction.see ya~~

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

world cup punya pasal

Salam,

Disebabkan world cup yang akan menjelma aku nak gak wat post yang related.Tapi isi kandungan post nih ak copy paste jer.Meh bace 10 mende yang tak wajar ada kat world cup.Wat countdown la ek.Dari no 10 ke no 1

10) Corporate Seating

If you have ever been to a pre-match or post-match corporate dinner party, you will know that a large percentage of corporate guests at the World Cup are not football fans.

They stuff themselves on food and champagne, talk about business and yachts, and shamefully take their seats 10 minutes late at kick-off and half time. They then spend most of the game reading The Financial Times, The Wall Street Journal and The Economist.

Worse still, these corporate guests took one-in-six tickets at the 2006 World Cup, while real fans were left watching the matches on television. A whopping 38 % of seats at the 2008 Champions League final were gobbled up by corporates.

We don't invade your conferences on how to manufacture the economic depression, so don't be part of our beautiful game.

9) Rowdy England Fans

The Premier League has successfully managed to overcome many of the fan-related problems that blighted English football in the 1970s and 80s, but when Three Lions supporters travel abroad locals still fear the worst.

Don’t expect to get a good night’s sleep if you are staying in the same neighbourhood as a group of young England fans. Be prepared for painful renditions of Ten German Bombers, Vindaloo, and ‘Rooney, Rooney’ – even worse when accompanied by those ‘musicians’ who damage our ears at every England game by blowing their trumpets. If you are a local bar owner, the millions you make will immediately be lost on repairing the broken glass and chairs.

Please bear in mind that it is only the minority who behave in such a way – many England fans are excellent - unfortunately as in everything in this world it is the minority that ruin things for us majority.

8) Vuvuzela

It is only right that local culture is respected, and South Africans will argue that they deserve to do what they want in their own country. But, the sound produced by a Vuvuzela causes worst headaches than listening to Vindaloo. The Kuduzela was introduced as a replacement for the noisy vuvuzela but all it achieves in doing is poking and deafening the person on the right hand side. On second thoughts, maybe the sound of elephants drowning out the voice of ‘expert’ commentators like Mark Bright and Lee Dixon of the BBC isn’t such a bad thing after all.

7) 4-5-1

Has there ever been a World Cup with so few skilful players on show than in 2010? Ronaldinho, Alexandre Pato, Antonio Cassano, Fabrizio Miccoli, Francesco Totti, Samir Nasri – just a selection of the naturally gifted stars left at home in favour of hard-working labourers like Julio Baptista and Simone Pepe.

The end result is that, rather than attack, most strategies are to defend and counter-attack, with the regular long ball hit up to Peter Crouch and Luis Fabiano. Which brings us on to another thing that should be banned…target men. If we want to see a bunch of seven foot giants we will tune into the NBA thank you very much.

6) Mexican Waves

Fact: If you are a spectator at a World Cup match, you are there to support your country or watch the football...unless you are a corporate.

Fact: If you are at a World Cup match and do a Mexican Wave you are not a true football fan.

Fact: If the person in front of you at a World Cup match blocks your view by standing up and lifting their arms, you are entitled to ‘Zinedine Zidane’ them in the chest.

Fact: Mexican Waves should be banned from the World Cup.

5) WAGS

Yes, we get it. Ninety-nine per cent of footballers wives are pouting, coat-hanging, money-grabbing, talentless, bright-light seeking superficial wannabes, but, for just four weeks every four years, please just stay at home and count your pairs of shoes…if you can count.

When the World Cup is on, no one except media-whores care about you getting drunk, dancing on tables, having affairs with team-mates, and strolling down the street like a former commoner-got lucky carrying bags of shopping paid for by your rich husband. Granted, we still wouldn’t say no, but you will never be more important than the World Cup so don’t even try to be.

4) Pele Predictions

There is one thing that every country fears before a World Cup, and that is being tipped for glory by Brazil legend Pele. ‘The Jinx’ has a long history of disastrous predictions. In 1994 Pele forecasted a Colombia World Cup success, and in 1998 he put his weight behind Spain. Both countries flopped and were on the first plane home. In 2002 ‘The King’ said first round casualties Argentina & France would reach the final, while expecting eventual winners Brazil to be eliminated in the group stages. Which nation will be cursed by Pele in South Africa?

3) Ariel Garce

Rumour has it that Ariel Garce was called up for the World Cup because coach Diego Maradona had a dream that Argentina won the tournament, and Garce was the only player he could remember. Anyone that Maradona witlessly picks ahead of the legendaryJavier Zanetti should be banned from the World Cup, especially when the selection is based on Dieguito’s hallucinations.

I once dreamt that George Bush stole my cheese toasties, but you don’t see me flying over to the States to deck him…however much I’d love to!

2) Sepp Blatter Defending Referees

Italy have five good goals disallowed in three games and are eliminated by an Ecuadorian referee who months later is suspended for playing 13 extra minutes of injury time. Spain have two legitimate goals chalked off as they are knocked out in a penalty shootout where the opposition goalkeeper is six yards off his line for every spot-kick. A Serbian receives five yellows until he is finally red carded. Germany’s goalkeeper does a flying kick professional foul on France’s centre back, knocking him unconscious, but the offence goes unpunished. Argentina’s captain is sent off for “violence of the tongue”, even though the German referee speaks no Spanish. Argentina’s star man does an NBA leap and punches the ball into the net to open the scoring. England’s centre forward smashes a shot down off the crossbar and onto the line, but the goal is also given.

Despite all these officiating disasters, Sepp Blatter declares that “the refereeing has been of the highest order, and the occasional human error will always occur.”

1) Synthetic Footballs

If you want to destroy football, and eliminate skill and creativity from the game in favour of 100mph playground kick-and-rush, what do you do?

You replace leather footballs with synthetic ones, and every World Cup make the balls lighter and more plastic. Adidas have confirmed that the letters in their name now stand for: All Day I Dream About Synthetics.

FIFA have announced that in 2014, ‘Shoot 5’ supermarket balls will be used in Brazil.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

berbelah hati lagi

Salam para reader,

Tak banyak aku nak highlight untuk post masa cuti coz aku tak banyak sangat merantau.Duit poket semua aku korbankan untuk LCD baru yang sebesar 20 inci.Tengok almost everything pun besar.Nex sem aku nak beli cordless keyboard and mouse so aku boleh wat keje from bed.Dabomb la investment.Hope bila dah keje aku boleh tinggalkan lcd untuk orang pakai kat rumah.Boleh aku tapaw yang 27 inci ka plak.

Balik jer cuti aku dapat offer menarik.Terlalu menarik and offer tak akan berubah regardless of kehilangan lcd aku sekalipun.A 2nd hand car for me or future downpayment for a car i want to but once my account is stable.Both ad pro and con.Sangat confuse tahap gaban.Actually aku takla desperate untuk transportation cume aku punya timing nak balik rumah and UTP dengan barang-barang tertakluk dengan ke-free-an parents.Itu lah aku rasa main reason aku perlukan transport berbumbung.Harap ada transport senang nak buat acara suka ria abang and akak chemi final year.Juga menjana bisnes cikedis yang lebih kencang.

Tapi wat aku lagi confuse mak aku cam optimis.Abah 50-50 sangat.Dok sebut kos maintainance la aper sume.Demmit.This is a mess.Sampai sekarang aku dok kira.Plus minus multiply divide,still no answer.Buat mathematics dalam engineering program pun tak susah camnih.Silap aribulan aku kira gak depreciation aper sume.Tapi base on number aku rasa agak rugi if ak accept future downpayment untuk kereta lain.value downpayment tuh in the next 3-5 years kalau kita bawak ke masa sekarang maybe dlm few thousands jer aku rasa.Ini susah belajar engineering economics.Nasib table aper sume da hilang.Kalau ada memang aku wat pembentangan kat parents aku nih.

Ini satu kekopiusan wat masa ini.Kekonpiusan hati dan perasaan simpan dulu.Buang masa main hati dan perasaan selalu.main fm10 lagi syiok~~~

Thursday, June 3, 2010

tak berapa pasti

salam...

mmmmm,

actually susah nak produce this post

tapi aku tak taw mane nak muntahkan mende nih

aku xsure whether btol ke tak decision aku

tapi aper yang nak tulis is something yang i'm very confident and sure

however this can end up as playing game with my heart

mmmmm

susah la nak luah,

siyesly amat susah,

siyesly akan jadi amat kesal kalau salah luah,

lagi kesal klo jadi salah faham,

kata orang,

ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapak (nih pun aku tak sure betol ke salah),

haish~~~~

Monday, May 31, 2010

esok

Salam...

Esok last paper untuk sem ke 7 degree aku kat UTP.It does not include 2 semester for foundation.First and 2nd draft of the schedule put Cultural Anthropology as the last paper but somehow it had been bring forward so Human Resource Management will be the last.Hopefully this will be a great help for future undertaking as if I'm gonna be a leader.

Anyway as human kita tak boleh lari dari merenung.Kita renung hari semalam untuk amik iktibar dan ubah hari ini dan masa depan.Kita renung hari ini untuk improve masa depan.Kita merenung masa depan untuk meneka apa jalan yang kita pilih dan plan yang terbaik.Merenung masa depan pun bagus untuk bermimpi dan bercita-cita.Bukan kena jel pun.Kita bukan nak wat crime dengan wondering.However masa depan pun akan jadi masa lepas if we were still breathing.

Somehow itu aku goreng jer pasal merenung or maybe define as menung.Tapi aku prefer wondering.pronouncation diw bunyi lagi sedap and it does not look to bad.Anyway buang-buang masa ini aku wondering about a lot of thing.

1st of all ->

Apa akan jadi kalau aku gagal masuk UTP 4 tahun setengah yang lalu?

mungkin aku amik teaching.....cam kawan-kawan len like Cikgu Abon,Sir Zack

mungkin amik pharmacy macam adik aku......tapi memorizing bukan field aku

the most pun 2 kemungkinan tuh jer.tapi jadi cikgu masih within sight.pharmacy tuh angan-angan jer la.bukak kilang ubat mungkin boleh dengan adik aku.

2nd ->

Apa akan jadi kat aku kalo aku tak maen cintan-cintun 3 tahun yang lepas?

Yang ini aku pun xsure.Sebab satu lagi jawapan maen rugby la.Banyak yang aku sacrifice.Tapi first and foremost itu banyak mengajar aku untuk hidup.Tapi still banyak impak-impak yang tak wajar.Impak maksima pun tak camnih.Anyway mende nih just menyerlahkan kelemahan aku.

3rd ->

Apa jadi kalau aku tak pilih tajuk FYP aku sekarang?

yang for sure Siti Sahirah la yang akan dapat tajuk ni aku rasa.Tapi aku pun tak taw apa option lain yang ada sebab aku ingat FYP nih untuk lepak-lepak makan angin jer

A lot more to be wondered.However malam dah semakin lewat n mata semakin berat.post ni memang useless tapi saje nak bagi sempit2 kat blog.al da best untuk yang masih belum grad.nex sem kite grad okeh.yang nak tanam anggur go ahead.nak tanam cili cari duit pun bole.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

betol inconsiderate and kene belajar ethic

Salam guys,

A couple of days left before I put this semester to and end.It does not matter how it end as long as it ends.So a few days back a fren of mine show his frustration on many things with regard to present cafeteria workers.On my behalf, I could not agree more.It was not because I'm prejudice but they do act that led to hatred from my point of view.It's been a while since the last time I bought a complete meal there.The last time I ate there with my friends, 4 of us receive different sizes of meal with the same price.At that point of time the service is very bad.

Anyway from my palace here I can observe the workers loitering around as if there's no work.They smoke around the cafeteria.They make noise at night.Driving carelessly.The service is bad.They put their act at end once they finish cheating the management.The cafeteria is now worse than previously.The food is not that good.I guess most of us have no other choice.Despite early movement try to boycott them, nothing left now.For months I've been cooking dinner on my own and having lunch either at V3 or V4.Luckily there's better place than the one next to my block.The scenario is the same with politic in our country today.Government officer are suffering because of the higher order foolish decision.None try to be honest in making decision.It is just for the sake of winning election and pocketing a lot of money out of anywhere.

Anyway I'm not gonna talk bout politic.What I belief here is those workers should be sent to proper ethical courses.Some kind of courses regarding to ethic as a food service provider.They aren't that serious working.More or less they are representing the decline of young Malays with vision.They should also be ethical on the road.The parking area are not made for them to have fun or to show their skills.Go to hell with you fool.You aren't smart enough to take any gem out of here.flirting around aren't your specialization after all.I think this will turn emotional if I keep on writing.After all I think once again we should launch a boycott.Throw them out of the cafeteria.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

wondering

Salam and good morning

I'm pretty sure last nite ramai yang left the book for a while.A relief perhaps dari the ridiculous M'sian studies.Anyway semalam aku heard kat radio it will be 90 days maternity leave for mothers in Kelantan.I'm grateful on behalf of women because the governing parties are showing more concern and appreciation on women.However in someway it makes me wonder does this do a favor for a women in term of job market with regard to gender.

History does showed that previously people do refuse to take women do to this reason.Not to mention that Singapore government offering a year leave but the whole country are under family control.The loss of work force are not that significant over a period of time.Living under capitalist economy system would for sure we can see significant impact on productivity.Higher workload will be held by their colleague or else employers need to seek temporary replacement that might be less skillful or far more expensive.

I'm not sure whether the government had ever make a proper survey on those who work in an administration.School principle, government officers and many other sector which dominated by women nowadays.It's something we can neglect that sector such as education is dominated by women and long leave will 100% give extra headache to person in charge of the schedule.Replacing another teacher might not be a problem but the question that will arise is whether it offer the same quality and skill or it will kill the subject it self.I had see previously in a school where at one time 3 to 4 teachers are on maternity leave at a time.For 60 days it was a huge problem then how will it be for 90 days?

Anyway I'm not selective on gender or biased on men.Both gender have their own advantage and disadvantage.Neither of the gender is perfect.Just now I only reflect on one sector which is education.The effect is more severe in nursing industry where the staff largely built of women.Production lines also might be affected but those who loves to do overtime will love it.Still it is unfavorable on the management point of view.Since I'm not grown nor live in Kelantan, so it is not appropriate to reflect and comment on the state economy sector.Maybe most of people there is working on their own which is whether small industries or business.The productivity of this people would really affecting the people around them.Anyway this issue is something interesting to wait and see the response from the federal governing alliance.Perhaps through study and survey were made from management point of view and not only on to win the votes.

Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal

Thursday, May 20, 2010

owh hari guru

Salam and good day

Today 16th of May is Hari Guru tapi since da masuk higher learning institute tak dapat celebrate.a decade ago bila hari guru sibuk beli adiah tuk primary school teachers.duit sendiri tak ader so paw duit mak abah.diorang pun sapot jer since diorang pun cikgu.aku rasa itu pun one of a ways cara diorang express gratitude untuk cikgu-cikgu yang ajar dan jaga kitorang 4 beradik.Mak abah pun cikgu for lifetime untuk kita semua.guidance diorang bagi memang tak dapat nak count even though some of our parents aren't working in teaching profession.

Aku pun agak hepi bukan sebab esok 1st paper kat test room tapi followers aku bertambah sorang.Aku lom sempat nak usha sapa tapi aku rse syok.Furthermore blog aku banyak keje maki hamun and kritik.Aku tak cita pasal artis or movie.Sometimes aku cover on novel yang aku baca.Camnepun tanx sebab follow blog aku okeyh.If got free times left comment.Maybe we can discuss the topic further.

Berbalik kepada hari guru tadi meh ler diskusi kite menjurus kepada profession perguruan.Aku suke describe guru or cikgu as unsung hero.Rarely kite tengok so called top students yang keluar kat tv nak ucap terima kasih kat cikgu.semua bajet pandai atas effort diorang.That's the thing parents aku selalu ingatkan.Dapat jer results first thing ucap thank you kat cikgu.Sukses or not tuh salah kita.So memang common la kan orang berbelas A tuh duk cita jadual belajar, pemakanan dan segala macam faktor.Tak kurang dengan aspek-aspek agama yang memang aku tak nafi main peranan gak.

Cikgu mangsa keadaan.Institusi pendidikan pun mangsa gak.Mangsa kepada sapa?Ahli politik yang pendek akal dan tak berpandangan jauh macam Tun M.Juga patut disalahkan ibu bapa yang manjakan anak-anak dan tak boleh nak accept hakikat diorang gagal guide anak diorang dengan baik.However this statement doesn't means I'll be a god parent in the future.The approach use by my parents might not suite the needs in the future.Anyway parents aku both cikgu so memang aku tak banyak skit pun dapat anticipate pressure and responsibility dari janji-janji para dungu di pentadbiran.

So banyak sangat actually dasar ahli politik dikementerian pendidikan yang jelasnya bukan seorang guru yang menekan guru-guru.Soon bila diorang try implement ntah dasar mengarut apa tuk lahirkan atlet dari sekolah tambah lagi beban kerja.Nak atlet power tak payah suh mengaji tinggi-tinggi.Beckham pun tak amek SPM.Lin Dan pun english dia kat antartika and artik.Once in a while ada keluar seorang genius sukan.Perhaps one in 10 years.Kategori genius nih kene bole cube jadikan well rounded.Brilliant both on field and in class.The others nih cukuplah reti speaking sikit-sikit and understand math.Other thing is unnecessary.

Anyway kuasa seperti merotan dan denda perlu dikembalikan.Beban tugas cam PTK dan aktiviti luar perlu dikurangkang.Apa korang ingat dasar korang style.Rotan dan denda tu peringatan.Perhaps kene gak buat guideline and briefing kat parents so that kalau that thing dikembalikan taklah dipolitikkan oleh ahli politik yang dungu-dungu itu.Kerja-kerja lain cam PTK tuh distraction actually.evaluate jer cikgu dengan cara lama.Suggestion and evaluation by management dah cukup bagus.Incentives and kenaikan gred lagi stabil.Lagipun PTK korang bukan ikut jawatan.Ada yang tangga gaji tinggi tapi bukan school management.Janga cikgu pun korang nak buat well rounded cam student.Pathetic sebenar pembuat dasar nih.

Takder exact conclusion.Aku pun nak show my gratitude tuk kawan-kawan yang masih ingat cikgu-cikgu diorang.Tanx untuk cikgu-cikgu yang tak pernah prejudis dengan sikap suka tido aku especially Miss Aini and Cikgu Roshidah.Saya kelas bahasa memang lemah cikgu.Tak lupa gak Ustazah Solehah sebab aku keja maen ja dalam kelas.Satu hapa pun tak masuk.Untuk cikgu-cikgu yang telah pergi semoga ilmu cikgu curahkan dapat jadi bantuan cikgu disana.Al-Fatihah.Since esok mule paper untuk budak-budak chemi yang major process, gud luck la semua ek.Revision memang tak cukup tapi rase bole expect aper Mr. Khor nak letak kot.Good luck untuk program laen same.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

halal tetap tak halal

salam

study week dan blog akan kembali bersawang.at last point of time aku study malaysian studies and all of sudden aku teringin browse through gtalk and read people status.after years using this application i come across to this conclusion that status is use if not for promotion of any things is kind of way to show their emotions and belief.it can be about everything.from personal problem to politic and worldwide issue.

for a prolonged period of time i've had been away from political news.sick of it.really sick about it.lately the status regarding gambling capture my attention.from religion point of view it is illegal and for what ever cause it is still illegal.i belief gambling has been one of nation source of income for more than a decade.i also belief as we grow and receive the government "money", we all receive part of the money from gambling industries.it may come from genting, toto, 4d or magnum and come in term of tax.the similar charge were accounted on the hotels which might provide one night stand.unethical but profitable.however don't look this as my manifestation that i back down from the fact those activities is illegal.

except for university life, i spent my childhood education in government support school which receive money and support from government "pocket".the money come from investor and also all sort of tax.the money use to provide all the facilities for us to study.and the fact that in our healthy physical there's if not large a small portion from this illegal money.a part from PETRONAS income, i belief gambling contribute such a large portion to nation income.this is a reality that other opposition coalition except PAS will find it hard to resist.each state in malaysia is not capable to sustain their state development due to the fact that malaysia is so much on centralization of development.from central to southern part of peninsular west coast develop faster than the other region.

actually i just wondering how well will it be if the opposition successfully toppled current government?will be so well or it will be divide and conquer.an honest opinion,they'll be fighting because pas will speak from religion point of view while the others will look from capitalist point of view.anyway i'm independent since that your vote is a secret.however it kind of possible to manage and perhaps we will come across this statement again that malaysia is not a islamic country but islam as the official religion.i think this is the correct translation to what being written few months back when they have a small fight about this religion related thing.anyway simple thing like this might turn out to be miserable when it come to make any changes on the administration.

i think it times to stop coz there's too much crap.anyway gambling is still illegal.get back to malaysian studies to justify your identity and what government had done for you.perhaps you can find later what u can do for the government.you can be the next leader and correct everything.all the best

Thursday, May 13, 2010

i look silly when speak in malay

Salam

Everyone is very,very,very busy at the moment.Each and every person is under a tight schedule.I'm pretty sure none of us expecting this back from our internship.Furthermore the 8 months holiday really spoil us coz we have less sense or urgency and exams feel like nothing.Really hate to admit it but no sense of danger makes life very relax and enjoyable.

Anyway the title is not an insult on anyone whom Malay language is their mother tongue.We can ignore the fact that Malay language once is a Lingua Franca around 6 century ago.However as globalization take place this language begin to lost it ground as the main medium for any business.Worldwide we are speaking English as the main medium of any transaction.Somehow we don't need to worry because within these unique South East Asia region, Malay language still have a strong base to lie on.

This post will be more or less as my manifestation that I'm supporting the decision to teach math n science in English.I want to reiterate from my point of view that it is the right decision not only for education sector but also Malaysia as a whole.Impatient.That is the keyword that should be use when describing majority of Malaysian including the politician.People want an instant result.This is not an instant mee nor drive through counter.They are expecting when we invest big then the profit and benefit come right away.Perhaps the similar approach use by Real Madrid to bring back all the trophy.Except for league, they miss out on other cup.

Education is not a field where victory come instantly.There's none called the Special One.If we bring him here he can't ensure the teaching will give a direct impact.He can't make parents believe it is for their children good.Not to day but for the next 10 years.It will take the next generation of Malaysian to see the result.When the children of today were the parents.They understand the important of English and they are the one who will support and appreciate it.They'll put the emphasis to learn English to their children.

Nowadays it is all about the power to rule.Politicians less likely to bring a lot of good.They speak out loud to show that they care about their voters even though it is not for their long term good.Perhaps money speaks everything.Losing vote mean losing status and a hell lot of money.Either government or opposition, none looks like think for voters future.Each and everybody try to implementing every new thing each single day.With mission and vision to be achieve they're acting fool.They only have eye on the administration instead of fighting for voter future with less emphasis on personal agenda.

Speaking Malay never make you look like a fool.Learning in English won't turn your tongue to a Caucasian tongue.Living in this region will ensure your language proficient is always good.You can master a lot of other language and yet you speak Malay in daily life.There's no such thing as losing an identity by learning in other language.People should be more worried of the influence from mass media that influencing youngster nowadays.Parents should always worried about their children.What are they doing when out late at night.Parents should be worried on their children performance rather than giving excuses and keep on accusing the system.

~Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal~

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

instinct

Salam...

people always talk about instinct when they do something irrational or in a hurry.

animal have killer instinct.

human and animal share an instinct as a parent even though a lot of human todays did not have it

in my opinion,armed force also trained to make immediate decision

base on instinct

army have that instinct to protect

not only nation but also their pride

police might have that instinct

to act when people act weirdly

try to run away from law enforcer

people also develop instinct of being protective

sometimes to cover their own mistake

divert it to other people

i develop an instinct of hate

to people whom makes useless group

influenced by dirty political mind game play

politic is ruining most of Malaysian

especially younger generation

now i hate politic

i think the instinct to hate political related is developing in me

i think i should not vote

or voting for my own comfort

life is too harsh

anyway just flow the rule

even rules are meant to be broken

Sunday, May 2, 2010

tak pro tak juga kontra

Salam...

Latest Malaysia digegarkan dengan kematian a school boy that being shot down by a police in a car chase.Since the violent conduct on PKR Leader,police image had been totally burn down.Case after case and a lot of misconduct had been revealed.Nowadays people tend to interpret that police are doing thing for violence and not for justice.I'm not really into it nor against it.Sometimes violence is good but it should not go too far.Anyway the killing really make the upside down.People making noise everywhere,from newspaper to social networking.Even to show they're against it,the even make a facebook group.It kind of crap or perhaps people just obsessed about it.If you want to fight then just stick out your neck and pray that it'll be chopped for good.

Anyway I'm still single and didn't have any son.I possibly wrong when justifying the feeling of losing someone you've been taking care from the point the sperm and ovum get together.I do agree that emotion might overtake our rationale when try accept a fact.I'm not sure whether it is for justice or trying to divert your fault to others and make a shame of them.I just writing out of rationale and not due to emotion.And the I also agree with the fact that enforcing the law might be violent.

Base from the media the scenario was, a car, drove by a 15 year old schoolboy with his friend try to run away from a road block at 2am where the area is a hot spot of house break-ins.Car chase take place for 6km and a motorcyclist was injured during the event in an accident with the victims' car.Shots was released and one of it,by luck hit the victim.Victim friend flee from the scenario.

A few highlight from the scenario such as his age, his action to run away from the road block and the decision of his friend to flee away from the scene is a major point.For sure the victim had violence the law because he was underage to drive a car and try to turn away from road block.Then his failure to surrender after the car chase result in the bullet was shot at his car.On behalf of a police I believe they chase because of suspicion and due to the fact the victim didn't surrender after the car chase,the justify shooting is the best answer.Somehow a shot to head is not an answer.Shot should be to the tires to stop the car.Somehow under certain circumstances,either the shoot or the shot were deflected and head straight to victim.I believe the policeman is not a sniper and even a snipe need to stabilize himself before make a head shot.

Anyway guys you might accuse me of not try to get insight of losing someone you love but yet some of you did not try to have insight on how the armed force like army and police were trained.How they'll react to suspicious condition and scenario.They did not act blindly but under the guide of their train to justify their action.I felt sorry to the victims family but they need to admit that it was their mistake to let their underage family member to drive a car at 2am.This is also a reminder to us that if you make a mistake then you need to accept the sentence.How hard it hits you,it justify your reluctant to abide to the law.Perhaps after this people should pay more attention on the issues around their housing area and local interest.We don't want this incident to happen again and yet we don't want people to keep on discriminate the armed force.

~renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal

Saturday, May 1, 2010