Salam

Tomorrow will mark the beginning of my final semester as an undergraduate student in this university.For the past 4 and a half years I've gone through various experience that teach a lot of lessons.Anyway tonite kinda make me feel sad.All the sad memory just came through and yet make me feel very grateful for all the memory.In this post I'll drive through my memory lane

All my schooldays, 

I used to believe that I'm one of the best

and yet

I settled down in the middle group of high flyers


At the very beginning of a teenagers,

I have all this enthusiast about love

I used to be a lover

I used to be a loser

I used to be a very bright boy

and now I settled as

a low self-esteem loser

a man who get used to be rejected

a man whom feel very grateful that he's still have the blessing from ALLAH

a man who still have the love from his friends and family

In middle as a undergraduate student,

I think I will settled down as a low ranked student

released by 'parent company' and try to be a teacher

and yet

I think there's a long way ahead

I feel there's more room for improvement for success

I no more in love of the capitalist economy system

Yet there are a lot more to come.I'm very grateful of all the moment of happiness and all the pain.I pray my friends always pray for me and wishing you all the best.

date Sunday, July 25, 2010

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