Salam....

One of my friend recently ask why my blog once again being left behind without being updated regularly and it came to one answer which is lazy.I might said that I'm busy with my all new healthy lifestyle (self claim) but the truth my brain didn't consume enough news or scenario while my laziness surge to the highest level.I'm so sorry for my followers even though I didn't have more than 2 dozens of it.Somehow while doing something private last weekend, I end up picking this topic.Can you bf turn out as someone special for you?However I end up left the title as a questionnaire in my slow-growth thinking.

Let begin with what are best friend for?Wide range of community from various background and experience might give a thousands of answer while it came to a conclusion.Best friend is someone that you will go to share your joys and your tears with him/her being loyal and ready to serve at all time.However best friend shouldn't be underestimate as your servant.In my opinion, a best friend should offer you a platform for you to lay down and be at rest so that you will feel better after every think that happen that make mess in your head.Whether a girl as a boy bf or vice versa they will play the same role.This relation is not a function of gender.As long both party satisfy their own need then they'll a best friend.Somehow should they end up as a couple?

Couple, soul mate or what ever name you give will bring to a definition of two person that like and love each other and have the willingness to share the joy and the pain with the highest level of passion,understanding and tolerance.This is just a simple definition that other people might add more and more beautiful words to define couple.From the definition I can roughly say that the only difference is no feeling involve when one's is a best friend to a person.Feeling make the relation more colorful and wonderful.It add up more and more feelings.Love might somehow break in the middle that bring in a lot of damages.The loser will be with lack of self confidence, crying over the past, regretting their past decision and a lot more misery.This unlikely to happen in a best friend relation.

Should your bf is your soul mate?Some people might say yes and some might say no.Somehow I love to have my bf as my soul mate.This is because we already understand and share a lot of experience from the past.We had learn each other character and all this while the only thing missing is feelings.Breaking up might be an issue but will it likely to happen?Insufficient understanding and tolerance with lack of passion will bring an abrupt end to a relation.This situation less likely to happen because a bf surely being able to tolerate to their friend.All the while they should being very understanding and passionate.How about you?Let your being heard through my comment. :P

date Tuesday, October 27, 2009

masa

itu emas

sering mencemburui kita

masa tak akan menunggu kita

rindu

buat hati membara

buat tidur tak lena,mandi tak basah,makan tak kenyang

buat hati tak tenang

jauh

jarak memisahkan dua insan

ruang masa antara dua titik diatas muka bumi

dimata tetapi dekat dihati

harapan

jangan diletak terlalu tinggi

sentiasa ada membuat hati berbunga

membakar semangat mencarinya

owh life is very wonderful.life offer a lot to learn.through feelings we learn it in a very hard way.through words we had the same possibility.through years we learn to be mature.

date Sunday, October 25, 2009

salam~~

My blog begin to rust once again
no consistent feed due to laziness
time wasn't a problem
however last week was kind of perfect
not much came in and disturb my life
my workout made a steady progress
I played in a match at Poli Merlimau
I had a half-day released from work without any deduction on my allowance
We played kind of fine
Time needed to gel up for a better performance as a team
The only setback was I didn't attend the visit by lecturer
should I being blame?
maybe yes because I'm selfish
but he's already fail to do his job according to time
however I admit it's my fault
he might have other constrain or job to be done
I'll contact you through email later Dr.
Hoping my physical recovery will have a better progress tomorrow
looking forward to have the body shape likes the one during foundation
life is fun when we enjoy it

date

Salam...

For almost a week I had left this blog.There are rust all over the place.Today is my 2nd successive holiday on Friday.Yesterday I've already finish download Episode 65 of Family Outing.Today and tomorrow I'll be the chef in charge at my house.My mom's gotta go for a camp for her students.So today my menu is chicken meatball soup with vegetables.It's a bit hard to find the recipe but my hard work payoff with a meatball recipe for bakso.However my recipe is not 100% similar to the recipe given.In this post I'm gonna share with you the recipe.

Ingredients:

A tube of mince chicken (400gms)
1 garlic
1 small onion
1/2 onion
1 egg (remove the yolk)
1 tsp salt
3-4 tbp corn flour
black pepper

Method:
1 - Mince garlic,onion and small onion.If you're too lazy then just blend it but after that you need to remove the water to avoid the dough being to soft.

2 - Mix the mince meat,mince onion and garlic with salt together.

3 - Add egg white and black pepper.You can put as much as you want the pepper according to your taste.Then pour 3 tbp of corn flour and if the dough is too mushy add more flour.

4 - Boil water up to its boiling point.Then shape the dough according to your taste and boil it.wait until it float before remove the meatball.

5 - Using the water you use to boil, you can add in some vegetables.

thank you~~

date Friday, October 16, 2009

salam..

kalau semalam
aku rasa aku ter-sakit hati
tapi hari ini
aku tak tahu dimana silapnya
ada pulak yang terasa hati dengan aku
aku rasa aku salah jolok lubang
jolok-jolok tengok sarang tebuan
my mistake
kenapa aku masih bodoh biar sudah 21 tahun hidup
21 tahun juga sejak aku dipertemukan dengan insan bernama wanita
damn
aku pun tak pasti dimana aku salah berbicara
walau apa pun kepadanya
maaf yang aku pinta
aku tak berniat untuk melukakan
apatah lagi membuat engkau berduka
namun bicara dari mulut ini
bukan semanis gula
lidah yang melafazkan
lebih tajam dari pedang
aku tetap ingin bersahabat dengan kamu
dan aku tak ingin kehilangan sahabat sepertimu

date Sunday, October 11, 2009

salam...

pagi tadi seawal jam 0545 aku bertolak pulang kerumah
hari ini aku cuti sempena untuk meraikan 'sultan' melaka
everything goes fine from morning to evening
i help my mom to cooked some salted fish
boiled some green vegetables
and mix the drinking water according to its portion
for the whole day mr&mrs hammy had been the center of attention
children like them, their parents adore them

it's more than two weeks since i change the shredded wood
the smell was not that bad
however it is for their health
and for others comfort
the change out need to be done
I dunno where it goes wrong
I took them of
and carry the cage upstairs
then there's sound..
"poning la hamster tu"
I just ignore that
then other sentences came out
Then a call was made
Then another sentence came
a comparison of me and another former hamster keeper
am I similar to a primary school?
am I that silly?

It's true tongue didn't have bones
and I realize tongue most of the time is sharper than a sword
but this time
My physic is not wounded
I am a bit touch
but I feel like losing my pride
It looks like that i just didn't learned from the past
It makes me looks like a fool
It hurt more when it came from someone I adore
I respect
one of my idol
a benchmark for my achievement
I know I rarely score
The only thing I'm proud of was my SPM
I break the heart because of f**king wild accusation of smoking
I played rugby
I didn't have the ability to speak out my mind
I know I didn't involve in highly rated field such as med n pharma
This is too hard to be accept
but it do makes me feel like that
I'm not pointing finger to anyone
my day SUCK....

date Friday, October 9, 2009

Salam...

Hari ini aku masih dirumah.Ini akan berterusan sehingga pagi esok.Satu perkara yang best stay at home selain dari family is food.Makanan yang sedap dan free.Even though aku boleh masak tapi aku still craving for my mom's cooking.However weekend mak tak masak any gulai.most of time spend pergi rumah terbuka sahaja.Sedap dan pelbagai.Due perkataan yang dapat aku guna untuk menggambarkan serving at each house.By the way aku bukan nak cakap pasal open house or all the delicacies.Just for introduction kita capture a bit from previous post.

Anyway had you ever feel bored or tired?We begin to feel bored when we do the same thing again and again.This can be avoided if we do it with passion and strong desire.Tired simply describe as feeling exhausted from doing any activity.We also can feel tired and bored when we see people being stubborn and do the same mistake again and again.At the moment you will find that the reason for each action,each mistake they do are all ridiculous.At this moment the game is over and you'll feel like killing that person.

From day to day,political game is killing me.It is not similar like "Killing me softly with this song" because they aren't playing the right rythm.This dirty s**t makes M'sian citizen bored and tired.Now they begin to give ridiculous reason.They aren't considering the past.Aren't they have any professionals or expert to consult regarding any issue.Poor leaders.They begin very convincing but the glory seems fading away.Their step is shaky then before.I don't feel their decision to neglect experienced leader advice will help to boost them.In my opinion they are digging their own graveyard.

Introduction off all the KPI's, NKRA and 1Malaysia really impress me.Somehow latest development in few issues and cases seems to let them down.I'm not sure whether they realize it or they just want to make a gamble.Gambling isn't good unless you have a high probability to win.In the upcoming voting, history do said that it is a fortress but I can said it's already weaken and might fall sooner or later.Statistically they might win but unfortunately I don't think they have experts to predicts what will their decision cost them or they just being stubborn to show that they are building a better dynasty.Nasty work might be done to reserve their pride when the defeat is there.

High profile cases grow like stall during Ramadhan.All parties want to get involved.Accusing and pointing finger to one and another.Owh poor man who get involved in this scenario.Most of them might end as the scapegoat to open up the escape route for one of the party even though they didn't do anything wrong.The inquest regarding to one of the most famous cases this year begin to look likes it wont meet the ending this year.The exception on a certain issue begin to raise question from readers.Witness answer was unconvincing and it make people more curious on the procedure when they do their work.

This scenario is so complicated.It is even more complicated than understanding your lover.People do said that it is complicated to understand a person but the fact people do share their character and we can learn about them.The more we know them the more predictable them to you.I think this is the end for this post.Meet you again later.Salam

date Sunday, October 4, 2009

salam
i've been at home since yesterday.last night i didn't join the other for dinner together.i hope one day i can make amend for that.anyway i'm not escaping because i want to save or other reason but i had to be at home because my family's heading for dinner at somewhere else.my mom's said it was compulsory.i'm very sorry.
today is saturday.for the first time in almost 5 years i had the oppurtunity to go to open house.at the moment i had already go to 3 houses.my stomach is full plus in the morning i've had already eat a lot.each house offer variety of food.they're traditional and modern menu.i have satay, kue tiow,rendang and many other food.it taste good but i need to control the amount of food i consume.
however,despite all the delicacies,i still have a letdown.i didn't spent enough time with someone.i know it's not my demand or what so ever but it is just the selfish in me make me feel ungrateful.to make matter worse i also feel like i'm guilty because regularly we'll spend time even through this eletronic world quite sometimes during the weekend.i know i can have everything but it seems like i'm selfish.i can opted not to go to the open house and be with her.somehoe there's some kind of enthusiast or attraction that make me want to go to open house.what a poor man.i still can find sometimes with her but i need to sacrifice something.owh life there're a lot of turn without specific u-turn.

date Saturday, October 3, 2009