A messed up me.mean no harm nor disturbing

Salam...

It took me a very long period of time before I begin to write again.I've got no reason for what had happened so far.I'm not sure whether I'm the one that lazy or I got no idea.However the good news is I'm back with reload supply.This time transaction is not limited to cash and carry but I also open to bank in method and Internet banking.Do feel free to contact me if you're short of credit.However please introduce your name because I've lost a large amount of contacts with my lost phone.

See you again friend..

Happy 2010

salam...

it's been a while since my last post. I'm so sorry guys coz I'm a lot lazy at the moment. Lately there's too much pressure. For the upcoming two weeks unit shutdown will take place and I think there's a need for me to reschedule my workout. A lot of 'crap' to be written and submitted to supervisor. Excess pressure is so annoying. Anyway for those who had earlier read my first 2 post, how's your development?did you lost some weight?

It's ok if your progress is slow. Anyway it's better to loose some rather than nothing. For planck exercise you might increase ur time to 30 sec follow by 30 sec rest while sit-up/crunch you can maintain with current repetition. Now it's time to add some more workout to make sure you dont have any flabby part of body as you lost weight. Another couple of workout will help to improve your chest and leg muscle.

Push-up/pumping
-at different level of elevation it provide a different amount of resistance.as we begin it is not important too put the maximum resistant and injured yourself but make it slowly and effective. it is a must to prevent any muscle tear. Anyway for this exercise you can use chair,stairs or other things to provide elevation. After finish warm up,planck and sit up this will be your next exercise. Find a bench about a feet or one and a half feet tall. Place your hand on the bench at shoulder wide. move your leg as far as you can but yo need to remain stable and comfort. Then open up your and straighten your back. inhale when you get down (exert force) and exhale while you lift ur body to original position. do this for 5 set and 5 reps in each set. Between each set, push your arm together upward to stretch back the muscle.

Squat
-this exercise will target the quadriceps,calf and buttock. as a beginner you might use chair, walls or any support to help you reducing the force you exerts. begin with open up your leg about shoulder wide or slightly wide. bent your knee a bit till your thigh feel a bit of stress. then begin to low down your butt and at the same time inhale. you can use your hand to balance your body. makesure your knee didn't go exceeding your toe. do it for a set of 10 for 5 set.

Salam....

I'm so sorry because no direct follow-up to my post regarding to the weight management.In this post we'll move on to the exercise.People always being lazy due to lack of equipment and knowledge on how to exercise properly and get the right result.Anyway first we begin with how to get the exercise intensity so that you'll get the result instead of wasting time.In order to get the right intensity we'll be based on the heart rate.

The calculation

Maximum heart rate = 220 - your age
e.g : 220 - 21 = 199

To burn fat you need to achieve 65% of the rate.
65% * 199 = 129/130

For cardio training the intensity is higher at 80%.
80% * 199 = 160 (approx)

If you didn't achieve the right intensity you wont get the result.

Warm up:

15-20 minutes of jog on treadmill.Use manual mode.Set the incline as high as you can and set the speed similar to your walking speed.You can increase the speed at a 10 minutes interval.

Then do a proper stretching to avoid any pain or injury.
Some reference

1) wikihow
2) cmcrossroads

First exercise will be planck.It will help you to recover your body strength and strengthen you core muscle.For beginner do it for 15 second for five set.You can increase by 15 seconds after 2-4 weeks.


Second exercise will be crunch.Do it 10 repetitions for 5 sets.During the interval straighten your leg and then pull your right leg to your chest.After 10 second change to your left leg.This will help to prevent pain and cramp on your abs.

That's all for this week.For better understanding you can search for the video.

Salam...

Berat badan bukanlah satu isu kecil yang sering mengganggu kita.Seringkali permasalahan berat badan dikaitkan dengan perempuan kerana mereka lebih suka kelihatan kurus or skinny.Namun menurut satu 'survey' lelaki lebih suka perempuan yang punya lebih 'lekuk' dibadan jika dibandingkan dengan yang berbadan lidi.Anyway better kita tinggalkan pasal potongan badan wanita yang disukai lelaki dan berbalik kepada isu berat badan kita tadi.

Seperti insan lain aku pun tak terlepas dari permasalahan ini.Ditambah dengan sedikit lebihan kewangan yang membolehkan aku menjamu selera dengan menu yang lebih menyelerakan.Setelah menambah beberapa inci kepada ukuran pinggang dan beberapa kilo lagi berat badan saya mula diburu kebimbangan berkenaan dengan kesihatan dan masa hadapan saya.Oleh yang demikian saya bertekad untuk merubah situasi ini.

However both paragraph is just the introduction.Here I'm gonna share some simple tips regarding to diet.This tips were given by PP(M)SB gym instructor.

Breakfast: - Eat what you want because you'll use the energy for the whole day

Lunch : - Rice+Vege+Fried fish/chicken/soup/tomyam (a 'NO' to gulai,kari and sambal)

Dinner : - A 'NO' for rice.You can have mee,bihun and kue tiow

Drink : - just a glass of sweet drink a day.Sweet drink consist of cordial drink,juice,tea n etc.
- drink a lot of plain water

Salam....

One of my friend recently ask why my blog once again being left behind without being updated regularly and it came to one answer which is lazy.I might said that I'm busy with my all new healthy lifestyle (self claim) but the truth my brain didn't consume enough news or scenario while my laziness surge to the highest level.I'm so sorry for my followers even though I didn't have more than 2 dozens of it.Somehow while doing something private last weekend, I end up picking this topic.Can you bf turn out as someone special for you?However I end up left the title as a questionnaire in my slow-growth thinking.

Let begin with what are best friend for?Wide range of community from various background and experience might give a thousands of answer while it came to a conclusion.Best friend is someone that you will go to share your joys and your tears with him/her being loyal and ready to serve at all time.However best friend shouldn't be underestimate as your servant.In my opinion, a best friend should offer you a platform for you to lay down and be at rest so that you will feel better after every think that happen that make mess in your head.Whether a girl as a boy bf or vice versa they will play the same role.This relation is not a function of gender.As long both party satisfy their own need then they'll a best friend.Somehow should they end up as a couple?

Couple, soul mate or what ever name you give will bring to a definition of two person that like and love each other and have the willingness to share the joy and the pain with the highest level of passion,understanding and tolerance.This is just a simple definition that other people might add more and more beautiful words to define couple.From the definition I can roughly say that the only difference is no feeling involve when one's is a best friend to a person.Feeling make the relation more colorful and wonderful.It add up more and more feelings.Love might somehow break in the middle that bring in a lot of damages.The loser will be with lack of self confidence, crying over the past, regretting their past decision and a lot more misery.This unlikely to happen in a best friend relation.

Should your bf is your soul mate?Some people might say yes and some might say no.Somehow I love to have my bf as my soul mate.This is because we already understand and share a lot of experience from the past.We had learn each other character and all this while the only thing missing is feelings.Breaking up might be an issue but will it likely to happen?Insufficient understanding and tolerance with lack of passion will bring an abrupt end to a relation.This situation less likely to happen because a bf surely being able to tolerate to their friend.All the while they should being very understanding and passionate.How about you?Let your being heard through my comment. :P

Salam...

Hari ini aku masih dirumah.Ini akan berterusan sehingga pagi esok.Satu perkara yang best stay at home selain dari family is food.Makanan yang sedap dan free.Even though aku boleh masak tapi aku still craving for my mom's cooking.However weekend mak tak masak any gulai.most of time spend pergi rumah terbuka sahaja.Sedap dan pelbagai.Due perkataan yang dapat aku guna untuk menggambarkan serving at each house.By the way aku bukan nak cakap pasal open house or all the delicacies.Just for introduction kita capture a bit from previous post.

Anyway had you ever feel bored or tired?We begin to feel bored when we do the same thing again and again.This can be avoided if we do it with passion and strong desire.Tired simply describe as feeling exhausted from doing any activity.We also can feel tired and bored when we see people being stubborn and do the same mistake again and again.At the moment you will find that the reason for each action,each mistake they do are all ridiculous.At this moment the game is over and you'll feel like killing that person.

From day to day,political game is killing me.It is not similar like "Killing me softly with this song" because they aren't playing the right rythm.This dirty s**t makes M'sian citizen bored and tired.Now they begin to give ridiculous reason.They aren't considering the past.Aren't they have any professionals or expert to consult regarding any issue.Poor leaders.They begin very convincing but the glory seems fading away.Their step is shaky then before.I don't feel their decision to neglect experienced leader advice will help to boost them.In my opinion they are digging their own graveyard.

Introduction off all the KPI's, NKRA and 1Malaysia really impress me.Somehow latest development in few issues and cases seems to let them down.I'm not sure whether they realize it or they just want to make a gamble.Gambling isn't good unless you have a high probability to win.In the upcoming voting, history do said that it is a fortress but I can said it's already weaken and might fall sooner or later.Statistically they might win but unfortunately I don't think they have experts to predicts what will their decision cost them or they just being stubborn to show that they are building a better dynasty.Nasty work might be done to reserve their pride when the defeat is there.

High profile cases grow like stall during Ramadhan.All parties want to get involved.Accusing and pointing finger to one and another.Owh poor man who get involved in this scenario.Most of them might end as the scapegoat to open up the escape route for one of the party even though they didn't do anything wrong.The inquest regarding to one of the most famous cases this year begin to look likes it wont meet the ending this year.The exception on a certain issue begin to raise question from readers.Witness answer was unconvincing and it make people more curious on the procedure when they do their work.

This scenario is so complicated.It is even more complicated than understanding your lover.People do said that it is complicated to understand a person but the fact people do share their character and we can learn about them.The more we know them the more predictable them to you.I think this is the end for this post.Meet you again later.Salam

Salam...

Hari ini sudah hari raya ke 5.Hari ini adalah hari ke 2 aku kembali bekerja.Untuk 16 or 17 jam terakhir aku di PPMSB aku dah berjaya menghabiskan 3 filem.Sangat bosan bekerja sewaktu orang lain masih lagi berseronok dirumah.Lot-lot parkir juga masih kosong.However masih ada benda yang aku dapat belajar.Hari ini aku ikut technician buat draining and barring for net gas compressor, K23202 A.Dengan krisis di beberapa platform carigali,compressor switching must be done carefully after receiving green light from cogen.K23202 A is a multistage reciprocating compressor that use to compress hydrogen gases before it being sent to refinery hydrogen header.

Cukuplah cerita pasal kompressor.Siapa nak belajar lagi boleh mintak praktikal kat PPM or mana-mana plant yang guna compressor.Raya this year so-so sahaja.Masih dapat duit raya tapi majoriti pemberi mula menghitung hari bila aku nak grad.Time is running out.Next year maybe aku dah tak dapat duit raya.Another year,kalau dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki maybe dah kena bagi duit raya.Sekarang roda dah berubah kedudukan.Dulu jadi receiver duduk kat bawah sekarang dah move keatas sikit and act as a pemberi.Time passed by too fast.For those yang grad next year murah-murahkan hari bagi duit raya kat aku.Semoga ketemu lagi sebab aku tak ada idea yang bagus for this post.tatata.salam

"Bertepuk tepuk tangan
  Bertepuk jangan segan
  Mengikut rentak gendang
  Berjoget dengan riang

    Bertepuk tepuk tangan
    Bertepuk jangan segan
    Berjoget dengan girang
    Hidup menjadi senang   "

Salam....

Demikianlah 2 rangkap lagu nyanyian Datuk Siti Nurhaliza yang bertajuk Joget berhibur. Menepuk tangan merupakan salah satu daripada cara termudah untuk menghasilkan bunyi dan perbuatan ini amat sinonim dengan perasaan gembira dan senang hati.Ada juga pepatah Melayu menyebut yang bertepuk sebelah tangan tak akan berbunyi.Realitinya anda perlu cuba sendiri.Dari segi definisi bertepuk sebelah tangan boleh dedinifisikan sebagai sesuatu yang agak sia-sia.Secara fizikalnya sendiri agak sukar bertepuk sebelah tangan (kecuali 'give me 5'.tepuk sebelah tangan kita dengan kawan).Andai anda punya jari yang panjang atau tapak tangan yang lembut dan mampu bertepuk sebelah tangan, juga mustahil untuk bunyi terhasil.

"Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan....." - Dewa,Pupus

Fenomena biasa yang dialami oleh lelaki yang mentah dialam percintaan.Biar kita punya banyak ilmu dan pengalaman, kita juga tak terlepas dari menjadi mangsa cinta yang tak bersahut.Keadaan ini kadangkala jauh lebih menyayat hati berbanding cinta yang putus ditengah jalan (jangan bunuh diri ditengah jalan dah la.).Keadaan ini boleh membawa kepada putus kawan,kurang keyakinan diri dan kehilangan maruah diri.Kenapa perkara ini berlaku?Jangan menuding jari kearah satu pihak.Si penyemai cinta mungkin salah mentafsirkan setiap respon dan reaksi penyambut diseberang sana.Menidakkan kebarangkalian bahawa si penyambut adalah seorang yang mudah mesra memburukkan lagi keadaan.Tambahan pula jika si penyambut punya kisah cinta yang menyayat hati atau memang seorang yang punya pendirian yang kukuh dan teguh.Seperti si penyemai, si penyambut juga mungkin salah dalam menafsir setiap gerak 'tari' si penyemai.Dia mungkin menyangka ianya adalah sekadar gurauan mesra yang tidak memberi sebarang makna.Si dia tanpa berfikir panjang menyokong sahaja tindakan si penyemai tadi.

Aku juga tak terlepas dari jerangkap samar.Kalau dimedan tempur kita mungkin berdepan peluru tak bermata begitu juga cinta.Cinta tak mengira sebarang faktor mangsanya.Kekecewaan disebabkan perkara ini memang tidak boleh dinafikan.Gangguan emosi dari kegagalan lepas memeburukkan lagi keadaan.Kebenarannya aku belum lagi menabur benih-benih itu namun kemesraan yang wujud mula aku tafsirkan seperti permulaan yang baik sebelum ke tahap kedua dan seterusnya.Ada die menyebut untuk menghormati pegangan dan cita-citanya,begitu juga aku namun peringatan seterusnya dari dia seumpama bom yang jatuh di Hiroshima dan Nagasaki.Aku mengerti niat dia yang tidak mahu aku kecewa dimasa depan namun dipihak aku ia dedinisikan dengan ketidak sediaan dia untuk menerima benih-benih cinta ini.

Pada aku selama ini aku yang terperangkap dalam permainan sendiri.Aku tidak menyalahkan dia atas apa yang berlaku.Apa yang pasti aku masih lagi naif dan matang dalam kehidupan penuh ranjau berduri di dunia ini.Aku cuba berfikir warasa selepas menerima tamparan itu.Adalah menjadi lumrah bagi diri aku untuk menjauhkan diri dari insan yang mana aku mengalami kekecewaan.Kali ini tidak.Aku seperti sudah mati hati ini.Aku masih mencintai Tuhanku,agamaku dan Rasulku.Tapi aku pun tak pasti.Aku kerap terperangkap dalam imaginasi permainan sendiri.Aku membunuh diri tanpa disedari.Aku hilang semangat,kepercayaan diri dan fokus.Satu permasalahan yang sangat kompleks untuk minda seperti aku selesaikan.Hati yang tidak cekal memburukkan lagi keadaan.Aku sememangnya lemah.Hati aku mudah benar kecewa dan tumpas didalam perperangan.Aku tak punya semngat juang untuk menawan dia biarpun si dia benar membuat aku rasa senang dan selesa.Persetankan semua perasaan ini.Apa yang tinggal hanya masa silam yang penuh kegembiraa.Pershabatan masih berterusan cuma kemesraan itu mungkin telah mati.Tawar hati.Hati mati.Kecewa sang pencinta.

salam....

after take a short leave and now i'm back.lately i've been talking a lot bout feeling and less bout things around the world.i'm not sure how long will it last.it might be bit boring coz feelings rarely influence by others because it base on ur own judgement.however friends, ur comment help me to improvise myself.u help me to be alert on signal or reponse given by someone to us.life is always bout evolving and try to get the best out of you.experience will help you to go through.a part of life is love.

i'm not the kind of guy who being chase by a girl nor chasing girl.i'm not a player nor a desperado.i live my life.i follow the path that i want.my judgement base on my philosophy and feelings.i might be crazy sometimes and it might hurt me.a friendly reminder do make me realize that i need to be realistic.after the finger penetrate through the ring's hole, uncertainty is too high.here we talk bout probablity.life is a gamble.we do plan and we have tactics but it might not work and we put our future in jeopardy.

life might be so cruel to u and yet be ur best buddy.as long as we didn't gamble our whole life, dissapointment won't totally bring us down.we admit our mistake with a moment to regret and move on to correct it.makesure we didn't repeat it.try to be a better men and move urself to a new height.we dunno how long will we keep on breathing but our life is an adventure.we always meet with new challanges everyday.it might be same problem with different condition,different problems and different constrain and many more.so be realistic.do not day dream everyday.if u floating in the sky and later breakdown, u might change into human debris.see you later.have a good day.

sekarang.hampir 30 minit melepasi pukul 9

Salam...

salam......

hari ini,23 ogos 2009

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

-yang sedang-sedang saja.kalau cantik kira bonus la...

2. Smart?

-kemas itu perlu tapi tak nak yang terlalu particular.susah hidup aku nanti.

3. Preferred age?

-preferable same age.

4. Preferred height?

- berdiri sama tinggi,duduk sama rendah.rendah sikit pun boleh.

5. How about sense of humor?

-perlu ada.kalau tak siapa  nak ceriakan aku bila aku sedih.

6. How about piercings?

- since tak nampak whether dia ada piercings or not,its up to her

7. Accepts you for who you are?

- sure.a couple should accomplish partner weakness.

8. Pink hair?

-aku rasa rambut dia hitam.

9. Mushy or no?

- not so sure.tapi a bit macam ok.

10. Thin or fat?

- so-so  dah cukup.chubby sikit pun ok gak.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

- brown la.klo white pun aku tak kesah.

12. Long hair or short hair?

-wallahualam.dia simpan dalam tudung.tak boleh nampak

13. Plastic or metal?

- soalan ni aku konpius.tapi klo she can be as strong as metal pun ok.easily moulded ike plastic pun ok.both la.

14. Smells good?

- 100%

15. Smoker?

- ban

16. Drinker?

- drink water daily boleh.drink alcohol no.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

- taklah.jiran punya anak semua dah  kahwin.

18. Muscular?

- kalau berketul mati aku kena titik.

19. Plays piano?

- kalau dia reti why not.boleh ajar anak kemudian.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

-acoustic la.

21. Plays violin?

- alat muzik apa pun aku tak kesah.klo boleh bonus la.

22. Sings very good?

- tak payah la.nanti dia nak jadi artis

23. Vain?

-tak perlu la

24. With glasses?

- tak kesah pun.pakai sunglass sama-sama lah.

25. With braces?

-calon yang ada tak ada problem gigi

26. Shy type?

- 50-50.a bit la.nanti dah adapt ok kot.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl??

- no need la bad  girl.naughty sikit pun ok.aku dah cukup jahat.

28. Active or passive?

- active skit ok gak.boleh ajak main ragbi.pergi jogging ke.

29. Tight or bomb?

-tak paham soalan ni.

30. Singer or dancer?

- tak sure die mana satu.

31. stunner?

- confirm bukan.

32. Hiphop?

-sopan santun la.bergaya yang sederhana.

33. Earrings?

- tanya empunya badan.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

- apa la soalan nih.

35. Dimples?

-pun ok kalau ada.

36. Bookworm?

-a little la.aku pun baca gak buku.tapi very little.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

- sekarang guna sms@email.card maybe once in a while.letter pakai pos tak mungkin.

38. Playful?

- sikit jer.nanti gurau takut die terasa.sangat bahaya.

39. Flirt?

- dengan aku cukuplah.dengan orang lain tak payah kot.tapi masing-masing da besar so lu pikir la sendiri.

40. Poem writer?

- if she can that can be wonderful.

41. Serious?

- at the rite time and place.

43. Painter?

- not really.

44. Religious?

- better than me.boleh tolong aku yang naif ni.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

- ok gak.boleh lawan teasing.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

- roughly i say no.

47. Speaks 20 languages?

- sure not

48. Loyal or faithful?

- both.tamak sikit la.

49. good kisser?

- 10 over 10..

50. loves children?

-a yes.siapa nak tolong jaga anak.nanti anak bersepah merata pulak.

Salam

Buat seketika aku menarik diri dari arena penulisan blog.Tidak terlalu singkat juga tidak terlalu lama.Rindu?Ya rindu itu yang kembali mengetuk pintu hati aku untuk kembali mencoret kisah hidup disini.Aku sudah muak dan jelik dengan cerita politik Malaysia.Negara kecil,parlimen besar.Kepimpinan baru sibuk memperbetulkan apa yang sudah salah dimsasa lepas.Aku juga benci dengan propaganda barat yang mengharu-birukan dunia.Disana mereka ceroboh konon ingin mewujudkan keamanan.Dalam diam mereka cuba campur tangan di tempat lain.Terlalu bangga dengan kuasa.

20 Ogos aku melangkah setahun lebih tua dari sebelumnya.Hidup ada masa tak adil dan kejam.Pembalasan.Perkataan itu yang aku pegang atas segala permasalahan yang aku hadapi.Rezeki pula petanda ada berkat disebalik usaha aku selama ini.Sebelum aku pergi menjengah Jenan aku dah terima hadiah hari lahir.Sebelum tengah malam 19 Ogos sudah ada yang mengucapkan selamat hari lahir.Tidak sampai ratusan namun hujan ucapan datang dari teman-teman dijenan.Masih kukuh ingatan ditambah dengan bantuan ruang sosial di alam siber.Teman-teman dari UTP juga tidak melupakan aku.Terima kasih buat semua yang memberi ucapan.Semoga kita dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.Amin.

Sekarang aku dirumah.Menenangkan fikiran.Kacau bilau.Itu roman fikiran aku.Kerja dan masalah dirumah memang membingungkan.Mujur ada teman-teman dari pelbagai tempat untuk aku berkongsi masalah.Keluarga merupakan satu jalan keluar yang baik.Dirumah suasana lebih tenang dengan persefahaman yang lebih tinggi.Masa dihabiskan dibawah selimut pagi ini.Baru malam tadi pergi menikmati makan malam di pondok pizza.Sedap tapi harga sedikit mahal.Apa pun yang terjadi, untuk 72 jam lepas aku gembira.Abang-abang di tempat kerja, keluarga dan teman-teman membuatkan aku tenang dari masalah seketika.Akhir kata selamat berpuasa.Jangan ponteng dan jangan lupa tarawih.Berjimat semasa puasa supaya kaya bila raya.

Salam...

Aku baru arrived dari Kedah.Kembalinya aku dan teman-teman seperjuangan ke Jenan, ingin membantu adik-adik yang baru ingin kenal dunia.Jutaan terima kasih buat Piji dan ahli lembaga pengelola.Juga jutaan tehniah buat semua bekas pelajar yang turun.Tanpa anda aktiviti pasti tidak menawarkan satu kelainan.Dengan kehadiran anda kita berjaya menwarkan satu skop yang luas untuk pelajar dari tingkatan 4 dan 5.Semoga kita dapat menawarkan lagi aktivit yang sama ditahun hadapan.Good Luck everyone.....

Haiqal si suri rumah

1. Seorang pelajar jurusan Kejuruteraan Mekanikal di Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS
2. Minat mengabadikan pelabagai perkara kedalam foto.
3. Juga seorang peminat Red Devils (bukan Selangor yang menang liga super) yang waras dan tidak terlalu mendewakan kelab tersebut.
4. blogger.Ya beliau penulis blog juga seperti saya.Sering menulis tentang lelaki,perempuan dan dot dot dot.
5. Mudah mesra dengan teman di sekeliling tanpa mengira apa-apa.

Nyatakan 5 fakta diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.

1. Sangat sukakan ragbi.memang ragbi tak boleh layan perasaan aku tapi ragbi memang best.
2. Menjalani praktikal di PPMSB yang mewah dengan makanan enak-enak.
3. Sedang bertarung untuk megurangkan saiz pinggang yang telah meningkat sejak mula menjalani latihan di PPMSB
4. Kembali mewarnai arena blog selepas membuang sedikit kemalasan dan menambah kerajinan.
5. Tak kaya harta benda.Tak hensem dan bergaya.Tak manis mulut dengan ayat cinta.Pendek kata tak ada yang istimewa.Yang ada insan yang biasa.

Nyatakan 5 hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya

1. Main ragbi.Dari realiti sampailah ke permainan di alam maya.
2. Pergi jalan-jalan untuk menenangkan fikiran
3. Blogging
4. Menangkap foto
5. Chatting menerusi pelbagai saluran internet

Anda perlu memilih 5 penerima award seterusnya dan describe mereka

1. Suraya - tengah bercuti bersama keluarga
2. ain ilyana - sweet little girl yang semakin busy
3. amizah - si genit di pantai timur
4. bobo - idola aku sepanjang masa
5. zeema - rakan se-course

salam...

Monday always a lazy day.I felt very sleepy whole day today.Not much got in my way.Early in the morning I helped another trainee do clerk's job.It is raining the whole day in Malacca.With no sun light it makes me feel very comfortable.Somehow I keep on thinking about my past the whole day.I can't dream because its not gonna be a reality.No time machine to help me.Anyway lets walk down the memory lane....

A decade before, a child always looks at his father collection of souvenir when he's study abroad.From that point onwards he had set a standard to at least achieve what his father had or a step higher.He just want to be like his father.An oversea grad, work as a teacher and live in a village near to his mother so the in-law.Under his father guidance he's doing very well in his primary school.He move one step closer to his dream as he was accepted to a boarding school.

It tooks a few years before he settled down very well.Despite putting a full effort to be a top student he also chase another dream.He add some more spice by joining sports team.We cant get everything.We need to let go something in order to get other thing.Once he get into form 5 he begin to concentrate on his study.Slowly he begin to make his mark.He achieved his peak in SPM.Next stop is UTP.He never known what will happen next.He never know that his ambition won't be a reality.

Later on when people begin to apply for other he face a stiff hurdle.His parents didn't allowed him to apply for any other scholarship.He agree with it and continue to pursue his study in UTP.One by one his friends gone abroad to pursue thair study.He feels like losing.He didn't put any effort and yet he lost.He lost his confidence.He also left by a girl that he don't know whether the girl that he had suffered a lot for her.At one point he think life suck.He lost his motivation to put his full effort to score.He once thinking to pull himself out of the race.

Halfway through his teenage life and he' still there.He still didn't move from where he left.He's lack of determination.Owh life,what will happen to him?

Salam...

Kelapangan yang ada hujung minggu ini aku isi dengan penampilan semula di blog.Within 48 hours I've already publish 2 post and this will be the 3rd one.A good achievement afterall for me with limited space and time to write a post.Eventually my sister bought Remaja mag this morning so I had the oppurtunity to read it.I myself only buy newspaper regularly.Rarely I will buy any mag or novel.So here I want to share about one of the article that attract my attention.Through the small column they wrote about the sign when a boy is fall in love.There are 12 sign overall and let see it one by one.

1- Guy's sending you one or more sms a day just to say hello or ask you whether you had your meal or not.
- This one is very typical but it is not 100% correct for me.Sometimes we do that to our close friends.It is just a way to show that you care about someone.However caring is one of the criteria for a lover.

2- Call you without any attention
- I had never done this before.I think this what we call 'angau'.It is written in the column that this is another sign that the guy begin to kick-off his journey to have you.

3- Guy keep on silence after a debate
- Debate or fight is not something we favour.It is well known that guys had temper and a bit harsh but non-physical fight is not favourable.Please girl stop it ASAP but never think that we were losing.

4- Guy hold your hand at the end of a quarrel (plus a bit of tears)
- Less likely to happen because it is illegal for Muslim's.Somehow tears is one of the most powerful weapon against men.Guys regularly fall under this attack.

5- Guy told you that he's willing to do anything for you
-Two options here.He love you very much or he's a player.Be cautious or you'll fall into the crocodile trap.Those crocodile will come with unclear words of praise.

6- A guy lye to your shoulder
- Should this happen.I've never think this will happen because it's kind of weird.Don't the girl feel burden?

7- A guy cry in front of you
-I've never do this before but I do cry for her before.Can a girl understand why a guy's crying for her?

8- He's jealous
-Listed here four options and I do agree to all of it.Love,afraid of losing you, want to get hold of you and doesn't like competition.However get a hold of a girl is not the right way to keep your relation happy.Don't take control of her life totally.

9- Guy told you bout his 'dark' past
-He want you to accept him as he is.Scold him about it wont do any good.Just give some advise and show your support to him.

10- A guy looks into your eyes without blinking his eye
- He's searching an answer from.He want to know how much you love him.

Another two statement is not related for me.In my opinion most of guys will do the same things.If you realize any of youe colleague does any of this to you then be careful.Don't give him too much hope or he will be 'dead' if you neglect them.

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Salam...

This will be my 2nd post after hybernating for a while.I had gave all the emotions in the 1st post.This post wouldn't touch on feelings.It's just a discussion from my own perception.In refinery or any plant,coupling is a piping equipment use to connect two different sizes of pipeline.All God's creation were made in a couple.We were made of two different genders in general (exclude the half kind of people).Each gender have it's own trademark two diffrentiate between them.However despite their differences, when they both together then they will accomplish one another.When we want to choose our mate we'll choose according to our taste.In addition to that each person also have their own objective in the relation.Some people might take it seriously and eyeing for a marriage in the future.Some other guy might think this is just temporary and not gonna last long.So what's we were search in our relation?

Salam...

It took me such a very long period for me to publish a new post.If it wasn't because this short holiday my blog might be dead till next semester.I'm not sure what is the cost of my failure to post regularly.I admit that my daily life span were shorten for a few hours and I do became a bit more lazy.However since last semester result was released there's kind of insecure, uncertainty and dissapointment regarding to my past and my future.I'm dissapointed about my result.I regret what I've done all this while.In addition to that there's also mixed feeling between insecure and uncertainty.

Some friends told me that as we march on towards the end of our learning we'll be able to score better.Somehow for me the scenario is a bit different.At one point I'm climbing and later i'll dropped further more.A major setback that really disturbing.It's true life is most likely like a tyre when its roll.WE might be at the top and will future being at the bottom.Somehow tyre is not in use the position of a point won't change and similar scenario when the car is not moving or the tyre is punctured.After a massive lift during the previous semester,I'm targetting almost a similar result for this semester.As time passed by I know that it might drop a bit due to certain reason.The truth is I was blown away by the wind.I was smacked into pieces and vanish with the ferocious wind of Malacca Strait.The result really bring me down to earth.I'm ashamed and it feels like I'm not the kind of student that should be sponsored by PETRONAS.

People do say that regretting our past mean nothing.I also believed that it won't bring any good.Its kind of formality for me when I'm down to flash back what had happen since I begin my journey in UTP.A fine and successful 1st semester.Being a part of one of the best ever rugby tem in UTP.A lot soving and splendid time with my friends.Next semester I lost a camera and a bit improvement in my result.In 2007 I quit from the team due to personal reason.My result was not that impressive.At the end of the year I was left devastated but the only favour was my result.Then the whole dark ages begin.I lost self confidence and I do feel that I"m not a kind of guy that impress girls.In other word I think I'm a loser.My result surge down and my team didn't perform very well.I got banged in my 1st game with UTP.2nd half in utp being a bit better.Significant increase in my GPA.It life out of the dead zone.2009 I had no rugby tournament.By calculation if my result remains almost the same my CGPa will be more secure.Who knowa the tough road waiting in front.At the end it smacked me down.I am locked at a so-so position.I lost my motivation further more.I wished I can turn back the time.I want to stop the event that lead to dark ages of mine from take place.

My future still remain in balance.My CGPA is not that bad.People told me to be cool and do the best for my internship.That is the most realistic action to be taken.However sometime I do think am I good enough to be employed soon?I dont have enough motivation.Lack of soft skills and not so good in public relation.I less likely to get along with people I'm not comfort with.I dont get along with my SV and boss very well compared to the technician.How am I gonna survive in the future?This is a damn bad condition.A kind of torture I'm not sure whether I can survive or not.Once again I'm losing my passion to work and it makes me think to stay as a student till I had the courage to move on.

Life wasn't that beautiful is it?I'm not so sure what to say.I do have my good time but it seems to occur just once in a while.Having a good time makes me feel better for a while but an incident will make it worse a lot more.At this moment I'm losing hope and just pray that the sun will shine back.