Salam...
It's the first day of holiday (suppose to be tomorrow) and UTP is more than 75% empty.There are a lot of vacant parking spaces.I begin to feel not a bit but a lot bored at the moment.However it doesn't means that I'm free of task.The 3rd week is already over and yet I didn't feel like I'm struggling nor the expected enormous pressure.I'm having a fun life outside the students' life with rugby and friend.Somehow back as a student i'm not the comfort zone after all.
After up and down for the past 4 years, I'm expecting a better performance this final year.After all for the past 3 weeks the learning progress is something I can describe as very slow.Lecturers are busy with their own task.This is one of the things I afraid the most because it'll later affecting our second hald of this semester where there'll be a lot of replcement classes and abundance assignments to be submitted.Anyway I'm not supposed to wonder to much.At the moment it is more likely as do or die mission.I want to pull out of this hell on time.What waiting in the future is none of my priority at the moment.
Anyway everyone is very busy no matter where they were staying.Everyone is entering the crucial years of their study.Despite actively spend my time at the field,I still have spaces to socialize with my friends but most of them is not available in term of being fully or partially owned either by other man our own by their destiny.Anyway the truth is only a person I really missed to speak to and in the mean time I want to apologize to anyone if I mistakenly disturbing you coz sometime it do make me feel more relax.There are 4 days more to be spend in this empty university cum prison.For those who were already at their house, enjoy the times with your family.Hopefully once you're back in UTP,there's a lot of spirit to be offered for your study.
Friday, February 12, 2010