A messed up me.mean no harm nor disturbing

salam...

pagi tadi seawal jam 0545 aku bertolak pulang kerumah
hari ini aku cuti sempena untuk meraikan 'sultan' melaka
everything goes fine from morning to evening
i help my mom to cooked some salted fish
boiled some green vegetables
and mix the drinking water according to its portion
for the whole day mr&mrs hammy had been the center of attention
children like them, their parents adore them

it's more than two weeks since i change the shredded wood
the smell was not that bad
however it is for their health
and for others comfort
the change out need to be done
I dunno where it goes wrong
I took them of
and carry the cage upstairs
then there's sound..
"poning la hamster tu"
I just ignore that
then other sentences came out
Then a call was made
Then another sentence came
a comparison of me and another former hamster keeper
am I similar to a primary school?
am I that silly?

It's true tongue didn't have bones
and I realize tongue most of the time is sharper than a sword
but this time
My physic is not wounded
I am a bit touch
but I feel like losing my pride
It looks like that i just didn't learned from the past
It makes me looks like a fool
It hurt more when it came from someone I adore
I respect
one of my idol
a benchmark for my achievement
I know I rarely score
The only thing I'm proud of was my SPM
I break the heart because of f**king wild accusation of smoking
I played rugby
I didn't have the ability to speak out my mind
I know I didn't involve in highly rated field such as med n pharma
This is too hard to be accept
but it do makes me feel like that
I'm not pointing finger to anyone
my day SUCK....